w3lC0m3 t0 mY w0rLd~

2010-12-28T07:46:00.000-08:00

OMT OMT I REALISED I ABANDONED THIS BLOG LIKE FOR DUNNO HOW LONG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THIS IS SO AMUSING (: YEAYEA I think i'm not gonna use this blog anymore, just keep as memories.

Read through some prev. posts and i sound damn stupid.

Anyways, 2010 gonna go soon. It was a year full of joy, fun, happy, sad, angry, crying loads, cursing, sleeping late and many fun and unforgettable moments with 309.
Altho no one would see this i would like to say, I <3 309. (:
We mug tgt, cry tgt, have fun tgt, and sleep late tgt.
CNY, Youth Day, Teachers' Day, Funfair, Marina Barrage, getting always A for class cleanliness.. So much memories.. I wouldnt forget!
Next year, gonna be 409, sure it's gonna be another memorable year before i leave Nanyang for HCJC yeaaaaaaaaaa :D

<3

2010-10-06T02:52:00.000-07:00

EOY CHINESE PAPER 2 SUCK TTM!!!!!!!!!!! ><

actually paper 1 sucks too, it's just that paper 2 left me a damn big impression DDDDDDD:

2010-10-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

HAHA after another long long time, i came back.
Came back cos EOYs coming and just wanna type something (:
yes EOY is coming im damn scared for IH. But nothing can change the fact that i have to take the exam isnt it?
SO, conclusion: mug hard.

Anyway, I was sort of puzzled.
X called me few days back and i didnt pick up. So i had two missed calls from X. When i saw the missed calls, I sms X and ask if X called me. And X replied: press the wrong number. But i wondered why is there two missed calls and not one if is "press thw wrong number"
And then, ytd, X smsed me and ask if i could chat. GOD KNOWS HOW LONG X DIDNT SMS ME ALD. and then X just smsed :" Hi, can chat?"
X sent this sms at about 9pm? and well, i saw the sms at about 11.30.. and so i sent an sms back saying "umm sorry late reply" and then dadadada~ no more reply. zzz... X WAS THE ONE WHO WANTED TO CHAT LAH AT LEAST HAVE SOME RESPONSE RIGHT. Nah i'm not pissed off. Just think that X is ............

OK that's all.
BYE~

<3

(doubt anyone would ever see this post xD)

2010-07-29T08:11:00.000-07:00

After 120979801 days/weeks/months.
I relanded on my blog again.

Had IH and LA block test today.
D:
Disastrous mannnnnnxyz.
Didnt finish purpose/tone for comparison and reliability but i shall not care.
LA was like S**T. ><
Mind blanked for 5min and almost fell asleep despite me sleeping at 12 ytd.
wth is wrong with me then ><
I wrote "cats" instead of "trees".
Even I myself cant see the link between the 2 but then i was so sleepy my brain just told me to write "cats" and not "trees".
roarrrrrrrrrrr.

K bye i shall go do my chinese compre which is gonna waste my time and brain cells but whatever. i just wanna finish it so that KJ wont nag at me. arghh..

<3

2010-07-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

The only thing I can say about this song/MV.

Damn nice. Love it.

2010-07-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

it's only the 2nd week of term3 and i've overslept on the bus twice ._.
omg.
Horrible...

Researching on debate stuffs and decided to challenge myself!!! ^^
Altho i know it would be more difficult to research on.

1more hour to mummy's bday!! :D
Shall wish her happy bday wheeeeeeeeee~

ok i shall continue on my research.
CONCENTRATE.

2010-07-05T01:34:00.000-07:00

Had a nice 15 this year! :D

Thanks for all the birthday wishes and presents!! :D
<3
Feeling so blessed~

<3

2010-07-02T06:08:00.001-07:00

3 more hours.

<3

2010-07-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

Homeworks.
Projects.
Exams.

I will not freak out.
I should not freak out.
I would not freak out.
I shall not freak out.

They are not scary not scary.

I hope tmr rains then we wont have to do the mass dance!!
And i dont mind having PCCG and geog lesson muahaha!!

AND OMG I HAVENT DONE MY MATHS SIA REFLECTION YET FREAKKK!!!!

><

Ok then i shall not blog anymore, anyway there's nothing to blog about..

<3

2010-06-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

So tired.
I overslept on the bus again ._.
So embarassing..

Tmr is Youth Day!!
But thennnnn, there's nothing to celebrate ):
the only things that i'm expecting is 2nd July's Be Yourself day and 3rd July haha!!!

So excited..
But then it means i need to finish 4 Maths worksheet, IH SBQ, Geog SIA, IH SIA, Chinese SIA, Maths SIA reflection, Maths SIA presentation, LA SIA, Chem quiz, Physics quiz, Maths quiz etc etc etc.. Ughh!

But on the other hand, it's quite a good start for this term!! For the first time, my maths class is going faster than chunzi's (: -muahahaha- And Chem is learning Mole concept now and it's funnnn~ altho it's super confusing! Except for Physics ): So difficult to understand ughh. Must try super hard.

And apparently my yuedu baogao is super untouched! Bleh :X
Shall go and do work nowwww~~ :D
I hope Friday's so-called Youth Day celebration will be funnn.
And hope the canteen and hall renovation to be done asap!! ><
I want nice canteen and airconditioned hall!!!!!

<3

2010-06-29T05:34:00.000-07:00

最近喜欢的一首歌。很好听、、

enjoy!! (:

2010-06-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

2nd day of school.
Heeee fun but alittle tired/sleepy tho xD

I shall go and do my IH nowww~ :D
JIAYOUS!!!

<3

2010-06-28T08:53:00.000-07:00

Starting off well today~~
Had a lot of fun this morning!!
:D
Presents, gossiping, birthdays..
A good start!!
^^
And I feel so blessed in Mrs Phua's maths class!!
<3
Aww.
Teehee. (:
The only disappointment was IH timed trial.
Butttttttt, I will work super hard!!
Come on XIAOJING!!
Good good study, day day up!! :D

Kay i'm missing xi'an..
But nvm, i will be back in 5 months wheee (hopefully)~~
:D

<3

2010-06-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

Ignored my blog for 2 weeks.
):

Anyway, birthday is coming!

I'm so not high now ):

School reopens tmr so.. haissh.

2010-06-15T01:17:00.000-07:00

Muahaha. I shall MIA myself for one week in blogger facebook and youtube whoohoo!
I will die, perhaps.
:D

2010-06-13T04:46:00.001-07:00

Fever. SHOO.
Go away.
I don't want you.
D:

Need to get well before tmr.

Packing to be done.

I wanna fly away.

Missing them.

Here I come.

2010-06-12T09:00:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since i last updated.
I shall just briefly say about 2nd day of BSP camp and then 3rd.

2nd day:
breakfast was yummy (there was cereal wow)
(:
went to hall for prac performance and then a movie.
Please Vote for Me.
Nice one (:
But 1 part i was so irritated that i shouted something not nice..
and a guy turned back and looked at me.
Oops.
Then was group activities... lunch...
ummm.
Talk.. and then NY girls spent the teabreak on prac..
whoaaa.
Then prac for group performance and it was HILARIOUS.
HC guys-->wear skirts-->dance SNSD Oh.
xD
They were so shy that they practice outside the hall!!
:D
Haha!!
Wanlin, Wingyan, Weishan, Junyu, Wangzhi, Choymun, Yiling and I were laughing like crazyyyyyy~
And the guys super awkward and got the 苦笑 face.
Ah, 辛苦了 (:
Finally was dinner.
I was starving by then since i skipped teabreak and laughed when we see the guys practising Oh! >< LOL
Had dinner, chiong back to dorm, change and chiong(actually we strolled -.-) to the hall.
Practised the school performance one more time and we did a cheer.
Then HC copy us and did the exact same cheer, so we did another, then they did another..
Until 2 or 3 rounds and they stopped haha.
RV and DHS people was taking pics of us -.-
Then was performance.
LOL the performance is so NC16/18/21 LOL.
Censored performance all up on stage!
Laughed and scream like crazy haha.
Till our turn, Yuting, Jiawen and Clarence wore our skirts behind the stage curtains and didnt dare to come out till wingyan pulled open the curtain forcefully!
:D
AND THEIR DANCE WAS SUPERB!!!!!!!! SUPER SEXY HAHA!
Heard lots of screamings down stage but i was feeling abit guilty..
They were so nice that we forced this plot on them and they didnt really complain and try to cooperate with us.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! YOU GUYS ARE REALLY NICEEE (:
Few performances were disappointing and i dont wanna talk about it.
After the whole thing we went crazy running around the whole hall, dancing Sorry Sorry, Nobody, Baby etc etc...
And haha wanlin was screaming so loudly cos of something (haha wanlin you know right!! xD)
I wasnt even that high lor. -.-
And that matters ME not HER haha and she screamed like some... crazywoman.
._.
Ok fine, i was high too.
But definitely not as high as her at that point of time (:

Super high high high and i really <3 the seniors (no matter if it's from NY, HC, RV or DHS!)
They are really great,superb,excellent!!!
<33333
They put in so much effort in the camp and they actually deleted one of their activities from the performance night for us to have more time!
And i heard from Yumo that all of the facils begged the teachers so that we can have more time..
actually we could only high till 10.15, but they refused to give the teachers the microphone so we ended up highing till 10.30 before THAT teacher went up on stage to low our excitement down ):
And she said how much effort the facils put in etc..
And wells, I cried.
They were really nice
And Yumo said that they sleep at 2 every night..
And get scolded every night by the teachers.
People are saying they arent good facils, when they didnt know they stayed up late for us, get scolded by teachers for us, dont eat dinner for us etc etc...
Really, i was so touched.
And i've decided to be a facil next year despite all these.
Cos it's worth it!
(':

Well, took out my hairband and when we gathered in groups yuting was like "whoa what happened to your hair" lols.
I bet i looked crazy that time.
Supper-ed and wingyan asked XXX for phone number for YYY LOLS.
I went crazy! hahahahahaha
so paiseh please and XXX's group was like WHOAAAAA when wingyan took YYY's phone, go towards XXX and said "Err,可以给我你的电话号码吗？我的朋友要。"
Like OMG!
And wanlin was laughing like crazy once again -.-
And i helped CCC get AAA's number!! WAHAHAHA.
He's so shy!!
Me, wanlin, wingyan, fiona and some HC guys+yuting(ok he's HC) took the 2nd last lift back to dorm..
And the chatting things.. I. Shall. Not. Say.
Totally embarassing...-cough cough-
(wanlin fiona omg!!!!)
Oh and jiawen say i look like sining... wells.
._.
No one thinks so except him haha.
thanks goodness just as the HC guys laugh, the lift reached 6th floor so we (NY) ran off quickly..
:X
Me and wanlin bathed the last again and started to write letters to our group members :D
Fiona came and write with us till 2+am and we finally finished and went to sleep!!!!
Wanlin say my contents in the letters are all super high despite the fact that my eyes were closing ald when i was writing!
Then wanlin's contents are so... Calm.
Haha.

3rd day.
Breakfast, talk and then the last few moments.
Time overshot, we really want group time tgt but teacher have to let us seperate THAT fast ):
Didnt really take notes during the last talk and was busy saving group members' numbers!
And our group got 绯闻 ald! HAHA.
Super funny!!
Last few moments, sadness comes and goes.

Reached NY and Yuting's sms come saying he's starting to miss everyone haha (:
Lunched with wanlin and yeeshin then home sweet home!

It's a nice experience.
Memorable.
Unforgettable.

<3

2010-06-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

I realised the prev post is the 212th post!
WANLIN! haha

Anywayyyyyy.
I'M BACK FROM BSP CAMP OH YEAH!
It was super fun and fun and fun! :D

Made lots of new friends from RV, DHS and HC!

Haha!

YAY i know this wil be a long post!

First day:

Nanyang arrived the earliest O.O

so we totally wandered around in the hall ._.

I was so proud that my bag is small compared to others who brought luggage!

Anyways, i was just walking around with wanlin and wingyan since they are in the same group as me!

I was super 期待-ing the start but afraid cos we all dont know each other..

More schools came in and then saw my dear Group 8 facil YANG YIMING!

Wanlin and I saw her with a stack of BSP camp files and saw pink ones!

So we walk towards her and said, "Uh, are you group8 facil? can we take the pink files??" haha and she was laughing away!

Gathered into our groups and it was total silence.

-awkward-

hahaha WE HAD TO TALK IN CHINESE! (maybe i should post in chinese righttttt?)

Introduced ourselves and we played 破冰游戏，which i initially read as 硬冰游戏 cos the words were too small in the BSP camp booklet! ._.

Whacko and Truth or Dare!

Fun and remembered names~ AND I SANG A 情歌 AS MY DARE.

Teabreak and then is a 专题演讲.

After that we took our dorm keys and went to our respective dorms!

Sports school's dorm is super fantastic!!!!!!!

I LOVE IT LOADS!

And i'm in the same room as wingyan wanlin and junyu (from RV!)

Lunch and then 小组活动/反思.

We 反思-ed with yiming (actually is just how we feel about it so far ._.) and yea.. still quietness.

then we played 大风吹 with another group (:

FUNNNNNNN~ :D

we totally enjoyed ourselves till dunno which teacher low our highness down (O.O does that make sense??) ):

Yea for the next few days she also always keep lowing us down right after we were at the highest high point D:

Then we had our second 专题演讲..

It wasnt as nice as the first one though.

And thennnnnnnnnnnnn!

IT'S TIME TO MAKE OUR GROUP FLAG AND NAME AND CHEER!

Our group name is 霸主 and because we actually wanted call ourselves as 八爪鱼, so there was a octopus on our flag holding 霸王洗发水 :D

Super hilarious!!

And then we made the cheer with our brainstorming~

which goes like this:

我们是霸主这是我们地盘

你们没有希望

我们独霸天下你们只好败下

我们是group 八你们只好怕怕！

Went up to present and YAY!

Dinner and then night games~

Laughing through the first game cos we need to bite a straw and pass rubber bands using the straw in our mouth!

Yuting to junyu(or uhh some girl) was super funny!

He as a basketballer with a height of i dont-know-what, and with a petite junyu passing the rubber bands is HAHAHAHA.

All the girls were laughing at the back cos from our angle it looked very yellow xD

and junyu complaint he was still tiptoeing :D

This caused us to drop lots of rubber bands but still we had fun!

Next was the 障碍赛跑, have to turn 8 rounds and then run to skipping rope and skip 5 times and then run to leader to eat sweet and lastly blow a balloon.

I went first and was dizzy after turning 8 rounds, others were ok and i was laughing when i blew the balloon!

the other 9 people running mostly couldnt blow balloons so i have to blow for them at the end -.-

HAHA I'M THE BALLOON BLOWER!

Super funny when the guys blow balloons cos they tried very hard.. xD

but anyways, we got first! :DD

And right after the game, one of the guys blew a gigantic balloon -.-

Tsk 浪费我的气.. my throat was hurting after that cos i was laughing when blowing then air came out from my nose/mouth ._.

then was a game that we had to use our bodies to make words!

awkward, funny, but enjoyed!! :D

Then was water games, we had to lie down and use our feet to lift up a bucket of water ughh.

and then still have to cheer at the same time!

After that is captain's ball using water ball.

I WANTED TO GET WET BUT I WAS DRY DRY AFTER THE GAME ):

went back to hall and played the last game!

2 person swing the rope and 4 person skip.

Tried many times and we managed to obtained the highest amount of consecutive skips in 5min!

:DD

YES!

But was panting like crazy afterwards..

And weishan's knee started to hurt.

After everything, ate supper and went back to dorm!

Lots of things happened in the dorm too but, haha too complicated to blog about!!

Slept at 12+ cos we were thinking about our script for the performance next night (:

and wingyan danced SNSD Oh :D

I shall post till her and continue day 2 in the next post hahaha too long ald!

2010-05-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

Oh fine.
I shall admit i'm starting to like korean songs -.-

Ughh..

BSP CAMP OMGOMGOMG WANLIN ARE YOU VERY EXCITED TOO!
xD
WE ARE IN THE SAME GROUP WHOOHOO~

I Shall Go And Tidy Up My Room
._.

<3

2010-05-29T01:10:00.001-07:00

第一次看韩国偶像剧。
第一次不愿意男女主角走在一起。
第一次为了男配角而流泪。
第一次讨厌男主角。
第一次埋怨女主角为什么不选择男配角。
第一次看到了男配角的心酸。
第一次埋怨女主角看不见男配角对她付出的爱。

如果是我，我宁愿选男配角。
他，比男主角好多了。

<3

2010-05-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

YES YES YES LAST DAY WHOOHOO!
Stayed till 5 with jiarui today :D

Teehee

FRIDAY HERE I COME!!!!

TUEDAY HERE I COME!!!!

So much things awaiting me during the hols!
This hols shall be a busy and enriching one!!
:D

<3

2010-05-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

Today is a fun day again! hahas
(:
Watched Iron Man and Superman
Iron Man is so... ughh violent.
So i wasnt interested and fell asleep
==
well, im sorry..
Superman was alright haha.
But it was super impractical.

Table tennis.
Hmmm.
Had assessment.
Haissh.
Epic failure.
):
I cant control myself when i hit the ball..
Roar.

Chiong to Maths room afterwards for the GCP briefing :D
Mr James Tan was super funny when he speak chinese!
He read 出生 as 畜生
Lols.
He's such a 幽默 person lols (:
And Mr Paul Tan might go Shanghai with us!!
should i be happy or sad uhh??
:D

Afterwards was BSP camp briefing..
And me, wanlin and wingyan are in the same group YAYNESS!
KIWIPPLE WE MUST "XIANG YI WEI MING" OK!
xDD

Looking forward~

Gosh tmr's wednesday ald!!
ZOMG i'm so looking forward to FRIDAY AHH!

And today was epic luhhs.
quote from chunzi is "我华丽丽的悲剧了"
I postponed my dental appointment AGAIN ):
to next mon awwwwwws.
i wanna change my braces asap!!

Mummy cooked nice food today!
Teeheee.
(:

I didnt do much today i think
0.0
Heh.

June hols will be busy (:
BSP camp, MP attachment, Pri BSP camp.
Whoaaaa.
Must find time to study too!
Must do really well for the next blocks!!
:D

<3

2010-05-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

KANG LAOSHI IS VERY EVIL.
TMR HAND IN CHINESE FILE AND HE ONLY GLADLY ASK CHUNZI TO TELL US TODAY.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AND I ONLY RECIEVED DEAR CHUNZI CHINESE REP'S MSG AT 6....
UGHHHHHHH.

AND I THINK KANG LAOSHI DIDNT GIVE US BACK LI JIE 1 COS NEITHER ME NOR WANLIN NOR PINGGHEE COULD FIND IT!
AND I'M TURNING MY HOUSE UPSIDE DOWN TO FIND THE STUFFS I NEED UGHH.
AND I HAVENT BUY CHINESE FILE YETTTTTTTTTTT.
><

ok done.
Sabbaticals are funnnn (:
SUPERHEROS AND TABLETENNIS~
JIAXING YUTIAN JUNHUI CHUNYU TEEHEE AND KAHHUI!
AND I OFFICIALLY DECLARE MY LOVE FOR CONAN AHH!
:D

<3

2010-05-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

The damn weather is freaking hot.
D<
!!!

Went for open house ytd and i said the same thing from 8-2.30
Whoo!
It was funnnnnnnn~
With xuedi zouyan and some other sec1s and sec3s (:

And i didnt go for luozhixiang's concert ytd!
):
Was quite sad but..
Nvm la.
(:
Had fun in tuition with jiarui, chang and lifang!
:D
All the others didnt come and we were looking at weizhang's "excellent" compo and laughing like siao xD

Went home and i watch teevee bathed and sleep!

I know i sound boring but it's actually a fun day HAHA
:D

AND CHIAYEESHIN IS BACK FROM SHANGHAI! :D
WELCOMEEEEEEEEEE BACKKKKKKKKK PEOPLE FROM SHANGHAIIIIII~!!!
Whee~

<3

2010-05-20T06:06:00.001-07:00

YES I FINALLY WENT THROUGH THE WHOLE SEMESTRAL IT'S TIME TO RELAX WHOOHOO SABBATICALS HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
<3

Went to Jurong Island today!
It was so so so so so so FUN!!!!
:D
Had fun there in the chemgallery with seryeen junhui and pearlyn!
Occasionally with joyce and shengchun etc 311 peeps!
I went crazy on the way back to school!!!!!
It all Started With A Poke From Ser Yeen To Me!
><
And we started poking each other hahas!
She took out my nametag sticker that i stick on my jacket and i start screaming that i have a LOSS OF IDENTITY.
And the craziness journey of me seryeen pearlyn junhui joyce and shengchun started there!!
I cant explain in details but it's just super crazy.
Looks like only the people involved can understand (:
AH IT WAS SO FUN!
And then when i was so crazy, i wanted to ask whether we are out of jurong island ald or not.
But thennnnnnn.
I was so crazy that i said "are we out of singapore?"
and dear seryeen burst out laughing like siao and then pearlyn and then junhui and the joyce and shengchun
.________.
Well, I'M SORRY~~~~~~
><
And seryeen's hair looked super nice when we were back in school thanks to LIM XIAO JING THE GREAT AND CRAZY PERSON WHOO!
xD

Reached home at 6.30 and i was so damn hungry.
ANDAND!
then, i called Macs! HAHA
:D

Well that's all the interesting part (:
Whoo~~~
SABBATICALS HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE!

<3

2010-05-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

HEYYYY PEOPLEEEE!!!!!!
GO AND VOTE FOR NANYANG'S VIDEO IN THE BELOW URL OK!
http://contest.omy.sg/ncnp2010/index.html
THE VIDEO IS IN THE SENIOR CATEGORY SO DO GO AND SUPPORTTTTTT!
:D
CAN LET YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS TO VOTE TOO!
(:

THANKYOUVERYMUCH!!

<3

2010-05-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

话说，我貌似已经是我们班最"man"的一个人了-.-
多亏了Fiona给我做的测验。
可是。。。这这，也太不可思议了。
哦买嘎~！！！
而且更让我纠结的是，貌似咱班老纯和亲爱滴邹岩也没我"man" ._.
冻死我了。
这是万人所意想不到的。
那天我还和亲爱滴 wanlin kiwipple 在比较谁比较man。
额的神啊~
今天下课后就为了我man 不man 的问题小小鸡冻了一会儿。
Orz..
其实不是小小，是真的很鸡冻。
差点快哭出来了。
我。。。
我。。。
无语了。
彻底被这个测验结果雷到了。
据Fiona所说，我貌似在OBS的时候就表现出很Man的那一面了。
！！！
可是，内个应该是坚强吧？
吼吼吼~
好吧。我现在坦然滴接受我是一个很Man的女生。
看了我这个post的大哥大姐，弟弟妹妹，大叔大婶，爷爷奶奶，给我留个言吧。
就写一写我到底Man 不Man 的这个事儿~
毕竟Fiona是第一个（而且貌似是惟一一个）说我很Man的人，虽然质疑，可是怎么都觉得我的第六感告诉我可能就是这样呢。
今儿放学以诚就不停地安慰我。。。
我对自己的feminine失去信心了~~
我不如学学花样少年少女里的Ella一样，男扮女装去对面HC算了~
哦~我滴苍天~

<3

2010-05-17T08:06:00.000-07:00

越来越觉得自己很没用。在妈妈面前，我总觉得自己那么的没用。很累了。我知道妈妈对我特别的失望，我也不想。我错了。妈妈，我真的真的错了。对我来说，妈妈是我唯一的依靠，跟我比较close他和朋友应该知道为什么。就因为这样，我更不希望妈妈伤心难过，可是偏偏我又常惹她心急，让她失望。我不喜欢这样的自己。那不是我。不是真正的林晓菁。今年，已经不知道多少次，在妈妈的骂声中，我默默的流泪。有时，我自己也因为作业使我无法喘息。说真的，我很累。可是我知道，妈妈对我的期望很高。就算我再怎么不好，她依然爱我。嘴里说着再也不会对我有期望，可是考试过后的几个星期，她却又总在逛街的时候突然说出对我期望很高的话。这是压力。可是我只能一笑置之。这次的考试，砸了。我不愿意跟她说。不是因为怕她骂我，而是害怕她失望。我把化学物理的成绩隐瞒了一个星期。今天说出口后，妈妈给我发短信，很简单的三个字：我无语。我的心沉了，泪水已经在眼眶里打转，虽然一个人在家，可是泪水，我忍住了。我知道，妈妈真的对我失望了。我在这里跌倒，我不能就坐在地下痛苦。我必须做我妈妈勇敢坚强的女儿。外婆从我懂事的时候就说，妈妈就剩我了。真的，妈妈就剩我了。我这次让她失望，可是下次不会了。妈妈为我每天拼命的工作，很辛苦。我不能让她伤心了。我必须也肯定要坚强，为了妈妈，为了自己。为了所有对我有期望的人。“转角遇到爱”里有一句话，虽然过了很久，可是这是我记忆最深刻的一句，至今仍然记得---就算跌倒，也要豪迈地笑！是啊，我不能哭，哭就代表我输了，就代表我无法实现妈妈的期望。绝对不行！我要微笑。一直笑着走下去。就算哭，也只能躲在被窝里，一个人默默地流泪，一个人承担。

虽然如此，对妈妈还是不满的，她喜欢那同学的成绩和我比。总是有人会比我高（因为我绝对不是最聪明的），可是无形中却给我了多少压力。不能充耳不闻，因为这些比较天天都在我耳边嗡嗡作响。只能不断加油。

妈妈，我爱你。
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2010-05-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

I still can't understand why people have to complain when they get such a high marks just because they didn't get a full mark.
Come on, there's people failing and you're here grumbling just cos you are 1,2,3,4,5 marks away from a full mark.
It's horrible.
And inconsiderate.
I know it might be unintentional.
But i just...
Well, I'm sorry (or maybe i'm not), I just totally can't stand it.

______________________________________________________________

Today was an okay-ish day.
Woke up had breakfast, did some work for mummy, packed and went for lunch with you-should-know-who-if-you-read-my-blog. Well, a Saturday lunch is always fun with them!
Too bad next week will be the last time till june hols is over.
Awwwwwww.
Rushed to cca afterwards and well, we elected next year's BELs (:
Teehee.
Training/watching vid afterwards and the world is going sadist.
We actually laughed when our batchmate was talking about Jack the Ripper
O.O
So scary.
We were all fighting to know how ...
Ewww i shall not talk about it..
._.

Went to see chunzi and zouyan play tennis after cca and waited for wanlin.
Dear wanlin woke up at 4.20 when we are supposed to meet at that time.
-.-
KIWIPPLE, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX.
xD

Changed and went HC bus stop.
Took bus with wanlin to KAP and had Macs.
I felt so bad cos she just had macs ytd
):
And wanlin's math class is PRO.
Highest for math: 60+3.
Lowest: 56
^&$%&^%@
xD

Ate and crapped alot.
Lol we were talking from fashion to how we are alike to how we like Bubbles and not Blossom and Buttercup from Powerpuff girls when we were young to how we cant differenciate the diff characters in Pokemon to we only know Pikachiu and Jiggly puff from Pokemon cos 1 is the most famous and 1 is PINK to we both like pink to whether i'm man or not to dreams to body figures (because of Ahem) to how a person should dress to next year's Graces to Samantha to XX (aka CHACHA) to.. XX me yihao wanlin's common friend LOL.

(kiwipple, promise me when you see this, DONT be shock. DONT hyperventilate. DONT say wth xD)
And we realised the bunch of people sitting beside us seperated by a wooden plank was a bunch of HC guys -.-
And what we talk about was really super AWKWARD (believe me, Awkward is a nice word (: )

wanlin scared me.
She said the GZ concert was at 7.30 when it's a 7.
Thank goodness i checked the time.
-.-

Went Cold Storage afterwards and bought flowers~
:D
actually wanted to buy pink colour but then.. HAHA.
then we took bus back NY.
HAHA we missed the bus stop so we walked back xD
Was talking about well, XX and ZZ(haha kiwipple you know who right!)
We first talking about FIRST IMPRESSIONS of our classmates then dunno what happen, we started comparing who's more _________ (haha it's a secret!) cos we talked about our first impression of them xD

Reached NY in 5min (:
And my dear kiwipple went toilet twice in less than an hour and almost fell when she walk up the stairs xD
Went into the audi and omg i love GZ's montage!! <3
And wanlin was telling me how from GZ DSA she became chinese calligraphy DSA and got into NY haha super exciting!
Omg kiwipple you pro person in chinese calligraphy!! :D

Show started and OMG HYPERVENTILATES IT'S SO DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEE.
Super didnt regret :D
Superb (:
After the show wanlin asked me whether ppl will ENCORE.
then i say no luhs.
Then behind us shouted ENCORE!!
._.
well, I'm SORRY.
xDD
They encored!
and played Endless Love.
omg super niceee they should put it in the show and not as encore song luhhs!!
KIWIPPLE SHOULD WE TAKE UP GZ AGAIN OMG WE SHOULD RIGHT!!
><

After the performance went up to give flowers, chatchat and walked to bus stop (:
Hehe wanlin's bus came first!
Then i almost missed mine cos i couldnt see the number
._.
Went home and that's it (:

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2010-05-14T05:38:00.000-07:00

200th POST! :D

and I'm dedicating it to today whoaaaa.
HCNYATFM is boringggg to the maxxxxxxxx.
._.
went up to sit with some people and i was reading 泡沫之夏 from yicheng's itouch.
I stole her only entertainment away ._.
Hahahahas.
我错了~
Anw it's super boring.
and no offence but the HC guy who lead the pledge was ... HAHA
actually i was super serious.
Then his tone is like --------------
1 straight line. no emotions.
I burst out laughing after finishing the pledge.
>_<
watch NY HCI HCJC and HC international students pass the YOG torch..
I thought it would be fun but.. sian it was just running slowly around the HC track
-.-
I expected too much.
Then the HC guy went up to light up this plate-like thingy on a super small little stage.
The only exciting thing was there's strikes of paper.. POP after the torch is lighted on the plate-like thingy.
O.O

finished at around 11 and i went J8 with mummy for lunch.
shopped for awhile and collected my phone which went to repair.
But apparently it still cant be on
O.O
wthhhhhh.

Went back and slept from 2-5..
Super shiok.
Ehehehe.
Ater dinner and here i am blogging before i start work (:
Lalalala~

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2010-05-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

OMG i really have GOLDFISH MEMORY.
EITHER THAT OR MY BRAIN'S DETERIORATING OR THAT I'M SUFFERING FROM STM (SHORT TERM MEMORY)

I ACTUALLY BLOGGED YTD AND I FORGOT!
AND I FORGOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED YTD UNTIL I READ MY BLOG.
AND I REALISED IM GONNA FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TODAY SOON TOO!

MAYBE I'M SUFFERING FROM PARKINGSONS OMG!
THIS WORLD IS..
SEE HOW STRESS CAN CAUSE THE MEMORY LOSS OF A SECONDARY 3 GIRL.
BAD.

xD

2010-05-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

Didnt blog ytd.
Which i felt kinda bad.
And apparently i forgot everything that happened ytd except that i fell asleep during assembly once again and i ate icecream after sch.
Sighs.
And the getting back of physics block test.
I &!%#&(@O*-ingly didnt do well once again ):
But...wells, i only have myelf to blame.
Didnt really study hard this time so, i deserve it?

Yihao and wanlin kiwipple didnt come sch today ):
And our classroom became super quiet. .______.
No more singing, no more noisyness ):
So scary.
And Mrs Amy was MC today too.
So IH was a free period, which i used it to slack, finish up Fn.1 corrections and SLEEP.
The class was practically only me, seryeen, grace and chunzi.
Other all went off, mostly to the library O.O

Got back Chinese and Maths paper back today.
Chinese is disappointing.
I would have gotten ____(marks too lousy to be revealed) if it was not for my cuo bie zi..
Yeaa so, my chinese isn't THAT good in any way.
Maths was well, the only paper i'm satisfied?
but still, i wont reveal the marks.
cos i know this paper is not that hard.
(:
_______ was just *!$&^^!*(!*
She got way much higher and almost a full mark.
But thennnnn. She sat there with a very 委屈, aka act sad and-gonna-cry look, and after she sigh and kept on saying something like Harrrrrr... it's not full mark. how can i not get full mark. i want to get full mark leh"
For goodness sake, I KNOW YOU HAVE A VERY HIGH MARK YOU NO NEED TO COMPLAIN SO DAMN LOUDLY THAT YOU WERE THAT CLOSE TO A FULL MARK.
Wtf.
There are much more people who get lower so can you just shut up and be pleased.
Anw it's YOUR fault that you didnt get full mark for i-dunno-why reason.
Ok fine, i mean, it's alright if you wanna "harr", can you just do it once or for a short while and not like for 5 WHOLE MIN.
I KNOW YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED THAT YOU DIDNT GET FULL MARK BUT THERE ARE ALOT MORE PEOPLE FREAKINGLY DISAPPOINTED THEY DIDNT GET A HIGH MARK.
Yea i know your expectations are high etc but that's not the way.
It's just pure irritating.
She alright if she doesnt talk about studies.
But i just get irritated when she complains that she didnt do well when she gets a SO DAMN HIGH MARK.

Or maybe i should say, i get irritated by people who are like this.
They are just not thinking how those people (like me) who get such a freaking damn low mark and just keep quiet, they just dont think about how those people feels.
But just keep on complaining loudly on how "BAD" they did.
I might be offending some of my friends, but this is a fact.
They should consider how those people who get really low marks feel and be fortunate they got a A1.

Yea i'm proud to say i got a high mark for Maths. I was expecting a full mark too. But i just dont complain when i didnt get it cos i know i must be me at fault not getting a full mark. so i would just smile, joke, laugh and start checking on where i go wrong.
It's alright if you just complain awhile, like, how can i be so careless, i could have done better.
But not for THAT LONG TIME AND IN THAT TONE.

Ok i'm done.
Oh and i ate icecream today too! (:
[my mood do changes fast O.O]

Looking forward for tmr.
not because of the HCNYATFM (which means, HwaChong NanYang Annual Track-and-Field Meet) [omg cant they just call it CSM, the Combined Sports Meet? it's so much more simple. -.-]
But because im going J8 with mummy for lunch and gonna collect my phone that went for repair! (:

That's all.

Bye!!
TEEHEE.

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2010-05-11T05:21:00.001-07:00

Today was super tired.
Kept on sleeping in class ):
altho well, i actually know what the teachers are talking about teehee.

During IH was the SIA proposal discussion but apparently, we were gossiping.
><
Had lunch with wanlin pingghee and junhui!!

OH AND I LOVE MS SOH BECAUSE SHE POSTPONED OUT LA POEM PRESENTATION!
MS SOH ILY!!!
Now i really duwan Mr Tan to come back ald..
><
Hahas.

Today's assembly was Zzzz.
I fell asleep.
was super tired.
And Dai laoshi tapped me ==
but then fell asleep again.
Many ppl sitting near her also fell asleep but she didnt wake them up ald.
Bet she knows that we are really tired.
So yea, i fell asleep again.
18 ppl, only 5 didnt sleep throughout the whole assembly.

And today, Mrs Wong was super emotional after assembly.
Talked to us for almost an hour.
):
.____.
I feel super bad.

After assembly i finished CME and went home.
And i almost overslept today again!
The bus was about to move when i woke up.
Phew..

That's all?
shall go and bath and continue with homework~

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2010-05-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

Got back Chem blocks.
Arghhh.

Had SPA today and well, i think i didnt do quite well?
But it wasnt that bad either.
(:

Today was a super busy dayy.
I didnt even have time to have recess.
So practically, i didnt eat anything from the prev night 9pm till this afternoon 5.
And i didnt really feel VERY hungry.
TEEHEE.
maybe i should learn from chunzi and not eat recess but do work during that period!
:D

Had grammar lesson with Ms Soh today.
She's super niceeeeeee (:
No offence but, Mr Tan, can i kick you away and let Ms Soh be our LA teacher permanently?
:O
teehee was having lesson in the heritage room and we were all sitting on the floor while listening to Ms Soh, who's also sitting on the floor.
omg have you ever seen a teacher like her?
Like, a teacher so close, as if a friend.
(ok altho many teachers claimed that they are your friends but i dont think so)
and she gave us sweets!
the 8 of us [me, wanlin, yihao, grace, junhui, yeewin, and 2 other 311 girls] finished the whole plastic bag of sweets xD
cos well, we are all very hungry!
xD
But we had fun in the lesson! :D
And we started a 'talk' after the lesson end and we were talking about STALKING!
super funny.
and Ms Soh is super pro.
She was granted 2-3 scholarships, and 1 was to go to NewYork University..
But then, she accepted the SMU law scholarship and there isnt any bond!
goshh.

After that went library to meet up with LA poem group to discuss presentation things.
Apparently they sort things out and well, they went off after chunzi 'briefed' me on what i should do..
o.o
Continued staying there to finish chem ws before leaving (:
The library was super cold cos it was raining outside!

Went back to pack my stuffs and went canteen to brought something to eat.
And i only spent 50cents today! :D
Waited for 852 and just when i was about to board the bus, i heard jiarui called me from behind!
Such a coincidence!
YAYNESS!
:D
She said she saw my grey jacket then she know is me wow.
Then i added, must be because of my grey jacket, short hair and pink bag!
Hehe unique identity~~
Talked through the journey altho both of us were super tired.
Yawns.

Went back home, ate something and went to nap.
Gosh i napped from 6.45-8
><
quickly woke up, ate a little bit more and start doing hw till now that i'm done!

I realised it's less than 2 weeks to holidays :D
And that after going through these few days, most prob this week, i'll be more relaxed (:
Hopefully i won't sleep that late anymore.
From term1, i slept around 12-1 till now i slept around 1-2..
I seriously dont know if this is counted as an 'accomplishment' -.-
The latest i stayed up till was 3 anyways..

Ok that's all for today.
I suddenly realised that no matter how busy i am everyday, i will still blog.
that's a good thing (:
altho maybe not much ppl come to my blog but still.. :D

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2010-05-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today was a busy day!!
Woke up at 8 today and chiong-ed finish IH
Pheww.
Then rushed out for lunch with yihao and then cca.
Lunch was.. i didnt eat much altho i didnt eat breakfast.
.____.

Was very sleepy during cca.
Almost dozed off.
Zzzz.
started raining at 3.30 and me and chunzi and zouyan was like omg cant play tennis!
After cca, crapped with some seniors and chunzi zouyan in the function room in boarding sch till 5.
Teehee we were GOSSIPING!
whoohoo~
Hehehehe.

Set off to the school's tennis court to play tennis in the rain~
And the security guard came to stop us ._____.
but thennnnn, we continued xD
and the rain stop luhhs.
We play from raining with the floor wet till the floor became dry.
And hahas chunzi's tennis play till got a hole!

played till 6.30
supposingly we are going bukit timah plaza to eat pizza hut
but thennnnnn.
we were too tired.
tried to call Macs, KFC, pizza hut but to no avail.
macs don't send delivery cos just rained -.- Safety first rofl.
KFC, a quote from zouyan and chunzi is "他们的电话被打爆了"
Yea so you know..
and finally i could reach pizza hut and then..
cos too much ppl in the area (nanyang) order so have to call half an hour later or we go pickup point.
Haissh.
since we don't know where's the pick up point so...
Ughh super pathetic!
and hence we decided to have dinner in 7-11
ZAI RIGHT!!
:D HAHA

finally walked back to nanyang audi hehe
i was super shock when yihao pingghee fiona wanlin they all shouted my name damn super loudly from the 2nd level TEEHEE!
went to he 2nd level cos 1st level is full..
haissh.

and zomg i saw haoqing and cheryl!
they dance super well uhhh!!!!!!!
><
:D

hehe after the performance saw haoqing and gave her a lollipop!
Zouyan didnt give haoqing flower as she promised..
oh and fiona and i was discussing IH conclusion after performance lol.

walked with fiona wanlin to busstop!
and hehe wanlin said they were sper disappointing cos zouyan chunzi and i didnt go pizza hut!
cos they were 'ANTICIPATING US' xDD
LOLS!

i was eating my lollipop on my way and i told wanlin that zouyan chunzi didnt take the lollipop i offered them
hehe then she said she they dont eat childish stuffs.
LIM WAN LIN KIWIPPLE WANLINE EATING LOLLIPOP GOT 2 WAYS: 1 IS CHILDISH WAY 1 IS SEXY WAY OK!!!!!!
next time i shall show you the sexy way!
xDD
Must video it arh xD HAHA
I'M SURE YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
^^
Ok that's all!

Smsed during bus and i got onto the bus first but then wanlin reach home first zomg.
super fast lor!
lols.

ok that's ALLLLLLLL~
LALALALALALA!

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2010-05-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

And yes my blocks are OVERRRRR.
Physics was harddd.
Thanks Mr Mark Shone..
._.
i finished section C in less than 10min!
the ZAI me.
Gahh difficulttttttt.

Tmr will be a busy day.
Gosh.
Cca then tennis with chunzi zouyan then pizzahut with bunch of ppl then I.D. I Dance Our Identity Modern Dance concert WHOO!
:D
next sat is Guzheng concert.
and nextnext week is Show Luo concert!
YESYESYES.
Term 2 ending soon.
But still loads of hw to dooooooooooooo.
fully booked the whole weekend shoots.

Today had 5stations.
i almost died :X
my freaking standing board jump..
I could get B.. But thennnnn.
dunno what happen to my jumping skills -.-
and omg chunzi jumped 198!
pro person.
hehe my sit and reach improve but still.
Ughh.
wanted to die ald.
then still have tennis.
my legs are breakingggggggggggg.

Ok thats all i shall go and do IH now!!!!! ><

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2010-05-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

I'm giving up.
Not forever.
It's for this year.
There are still chance. I'm sure.
But this time, I'm gonna miss it.
I don't regret
(:

This year's mother's day i'm not gonna buy things for mummy.
But...I'm treating her to dinner! :D
Yay!

less then 9hours to Physics blocks!
Jiayou!!
-digs into piles of ws.-

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2010-05-05T05:12:00.000-07:00

People are telling me i wont flunk.
they say i will do well.
they motivates me.

But, the fact is, no.
I did flunk.

It was disappointing but.

I fought back my tears during IH.
and smiled.
smiled widely.
even tho my heart is crying.

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2010-05-04T03:33:00.000-07:00

LA Flunk.
Chem Flunk.

And i'm prepared to flunk Maths too.

Everyone, wish me ~~bad~~ luck.

And i thought i was talking to yeeshin in msn and end up i was sammy all the while -.-

Fooled.

The world should consider making one day in a week as april fools whoohoo.

arghh shall eat dinner then muggggggg!

一起来看流星雨~

<3

2010-05-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

I just watched Enchanted on channel 5 omg can you believe it i watch channel 5!
haha.

but anw, 3 years ago when i watched that i was crying at the last part, but now, no feeling..
Looks like time do change people..
(:
3 years, it changed me.
To become a more mature girl.
That's good.
I'm quite satisfied.
Altho i still cry when i watch movie..
but still..
^^

I told mummy about kanglaoshi's suggestion.
She said if i can cope it i can go.
But can i really do it?
Like, i keep on procrastinating..wasting time..
I know, if i participate, there will be no free time for me.
I would be busy and busy and even more busy.
But, thinking of my next year's testimonial..
that's not the main point.
the main point is that, since my xuejie can do it, why can't i?
She suceeded?
So why can't I?
And kanglaoshi told me this chance is rare.
why?
cos it's only for Singapore citizens that are born in Singapore.
funny isn't it?
this makes the competition more fair.
Makes me have a greater chance.
So why should i be afraid?

After typing all these, i've made a decision.
To participate.
I dont wanna my sec sch life be a boring one.
I missed the chance of being in the emcee team, and another chance for a speech competition.
So the more i should not miss THIS chance.
even tho i might fail.
even tho i might lose.
I want to try.
I thought i'm strong.
And could face anything.
And then i think i'm wrong.
So this is a chance to prove myself wrong.
This IS the chance.
So, no matter how hard, how difficult, how tough the competition and my life will be, I will go.
I dont know if i will even get chosen, or get into the next round.
I dont even know what is it about.
I only know, it's a chance to prove myself.
It's a chance that i can choose to let go or grip on.
I choose to grip on.
I always believe, my destiny is controlled in my own hands.
YES!

i believe.
I can do it.
(:

I want to thank kanglaoshi, for asking me to this competition.
康老师，谢谢你！

Off to do my work~

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2010-05-01T22:32:00.000-07:00

I. Need. To. Concentrate. On. Maths. And. Chem.

Heee i found a way to keep me moving~~ WHOO~~!!!!! :D
it's 1.30 and i've not have my lunch yet.
if i dont finish my QINE in revision booklet i will not eat!!
YES!

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2010-04-30T21:16:00.000-07:00

I tell myself to not go onto youtube and facebook for three days.
and even me myself know that i'll fail this challenge.
Arghh.

Mummy is not talking to me ):
Bet she's super disappointed in me but..
haissh.

F:
突然想到了你。谢谢你仔细认真地听我吐苦水。谢谢。看来，你渐渐会看到保护色下的我了！
(:

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2010-04-28T08:01:00.001-07:00

well, chinese paper was alright i suppose?
i mean, even if i've done badly nothing can be done.
wrist was hurting alot after the paper.
我终于体会到奋笔疾书的感觉了。
i wasnt like this in sec1 and 2 lor.
zuowen wrote 3 and half pages.
quite a big challenge for me.
first time writing so much in the limited time.
i feel accomplised!
heeeee.
a little disappointed in my gonghan tho.
Aiya nvm i shall not think about it!
what's done cant be undone.
and since i told fiona/chunzi/jiarui/etc ppl not to fret, then i shouldnt fret also.
:D
SMILE!

geog paper back.
expected mark. but still, it's disappointing.
i seriously dunno how to tell my mum how much i got.
since she put in so much hope in me.
._.
i dont want to see her disappointed, sad, angry.
Just wanna her be happy.

so, mummy, even if you dont read this, but: I love you mum!

and saying about that, Mothers' Day is coming!
(:

Mr khoo's going off to beijing for 3 weeks!
and jiarui said she will miss him omg.
last 2 lessons with him.
i should listen carefully.
and maybe i'll miss him too.
his head shaking.
heeee.

tmr's the 4x100(or 50?) run.
arghhh.
i didnt even train yay!
im just gonna run and get last for our class ._.
like seriously, our class is super un-atheletic.
maybe except pingghee, seryeen, yeeshin.
all the other of us are like from performing arts or clubs/societies...
WOW.
I'M SO PROUD OF MY CLASS!

i think that's all?
(:

<3

2010-04-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

chinese blocks in less than 8 hours.
This is the first time i'm fretting about chinese block test.
Special thanks to kang laoshi and whoever the teacher who make the block test be zuowen+yingyongwen.
THANKS A LOT.
nvm i shall still work hard.

I'm so gonna write my ji xu wen.
i shall just ignore the bzbd.
or maybe i do miao xie wen?
aiya no matter what i do i wont touch the bzbd unless in special circumstances.
arghh.

ohmiigosh.
my yingyongwen.
what. should. i. do.
.__________________.
blehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
maybe i should write gonghan.
but sihan is more familiar.

Aiya idc ald.
jiayou all the way bahh!

<3

2010-04-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

Argh dying soon.
._.
maths untouch.
except for a few quad qn..
i need to improve on circle properties.
dont seem to be able to see which angle is which.
Blehs.
today was a normal school day.
(seems like everyday is like that)
OMG I HAVE NO LIFE!
Do I? Do I?
Heeeeeee.

and less than 1 month to show luo's concert, I.D. concert, guzheng concert WHOOHOO!
;D

Mdm Chia finish marking geog paper mygosh.
I dunwanna get it back.
I think i will fail it luhhhs.
):

And did i say i finish my 2.4 with an improvement of 1min+?
YES!
:D
now's the 5 stations.
my sit and reach!!!! ><

and i realised it's less than 70 days to my bday yay! :D
which means less than 70 days to nanyang chinese drama production yay! :D
-and why am i so 期待-ing for this year's bday???-
-ahem coughs-

Ok bye!!!

<3

2010-04-24T21:42:00.000-07:00

omg...this morning i woke up and got scared by my dream.
I dreamt of..
Argh.
太恐怖了。
it's been so long this person last came to my mind.
and how can i 无缘无故 dream of this person..
O.O
forget forget forget.
我已经忘了。

F:
不想再多说什么，因为相信时间会证明一切。你要加油！我会永远支持你的。呵呵，你给我的代名词继续用吧，我可不想再为了想你部落格里的代名词而想破头脑哦！任何的不快乐，虽然会心痛、会因此害怕，但是不要让它成为你的累赘，而是你人生中的一次难忘经验！要相信，这世界上，美好的事情永远会比邪恶的多很多很多...

<3

2010-04-21T09:52:00.001-07:00

The quiet night.
00.52am.

and i'm still here doing the last min IH TP.

Tmr's physics SPA and i didnt do any revision.
How fantastic.

原来自己并没有想象中的勇敢、坚强。
赫然发现—我的保护色，就是爽朗的笑声、表面的开朗。
默默地哭似乎已经成为了我的专利。
心底的孤寂，已被嘴边的笑声完完全全的覆盖。

看了你的部落格，不知道你指的是谁。
只知道，你可以相信我。
或许是因为，我们两人都有相同的保护色。
也或许是因为，我在乎。
我相信，命运是掌握在自己手中。
历史是否会重演，就看自己如何转动手中的舵盘。

所以—
你，愿意信任我吗？

<3

2010-04-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

YES YES YES IH BLOCKS IS FINALLY OVER WHOO!
:D
And i've come into conclusion that the 50min IH block test is 我一生中度过最快的50min..
._.

And with the exception of tmr's 2.4, i'm so looking forward to tmr yayness!
esp BSP lecture and geog lesson~
WHOOHOO!
:D

<3

2010-04-17T23:46:00.000-07:00

I'm dying.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR BELOVED INTEGRATED HUMANITIES.
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.

2010-04-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

LIM WAN LIN KIWIPPLE!!!!

OMG IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY ALD!!
17TH APRIL! :D
WISH YOU A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BLESSFUL 15!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!
ILY!

Friends forever and ever!
must rmb our 形象问题 and 第一感觉 okays!!
HUGS!

2010-04-08T06:52:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to hate internet.
It makes me distracted.
%$#!!^* &^(%%E@#

I on my laptop, telling myself to check email ONLY.
end up all the emails are from facebook and then as i click the link..
BOOM.
i'm thrown to the world of facebook.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

oh shit my geog.
oh shit my maths.
oh mannnnnn.

tmr going huangcheng!
which means im skipping tennis!!!
纠结。

omgomgomg.

blocks coming in less than a week.
.__________________.

I.
SHALL.
GO.
AND.
MUGGGGGGGGGGG.'

<3

2010-04-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

G弦之歌
♥

I like it!
whoo~

And Mr Khoo finally officially started on geometry coordinates!

And there's BSP lecture tmr!
And the things which wil be thought is LOVED!

And there's PE tmr ._____.

And today was a fun day!

And I like 我爱他 by 丁当，火柴天堂 by 曾沛慈，新不了情 by 萧敬腾，到了明天 by SJM!

HEARTS! :D

And block test is comingggggggggg.

And I'll be going to school tmr! Haha!

And I want a shuai+tall+caring brother!!!!!
You know why?
Cos liddat when we go out tgt his girl friends/other girls on the street will be super envious!
HOHO.
HEHHEH.
*crazyness~*

And wanlin kiwipple princess heechul!!
Whoooooo i realised i need to thank you for lots of things cos you always help me!
(:
A BIGGGG THANKKKKK YOUUUUUU!
loves!

Random-ness ftw!

And i realised I'll be seeing chunzi for more than 12hours on friday and saturday
-.-
O.M.G.
...
...

And when i told jiarui she started to say I'll drift apart from her.
NO way!!
Don't think this way okayy!
I love you!
Hearts!!

Oh and did I say yihao and I got very crazy last thur cos of zuowen.
And then she was giving reasons why it make us so crazy due to kangjian.
._.
and she used something from Macbeth.
*Unsex me!*
-.-
And she drew a crow-like thingy and a stickman representing kangjian on the whiteboard!
and wrote 'unsex me'
Rofl.
We got so siao...
with wanlin, pingghee, seryeen!
Then grace was so guaii she sat at her seat and finished her zuowen
:O
so after all of them finish zuowen and went off, only left with me and yihao.
Whoa.
._____.
then jiarui came in and we started to be crazy again
==
omgg.
Hoho.

Ok that's all!

Randomness!!

<3

2010-04-04T02:14:00.000-07:00

纠结于我那个郁闷的IH功课。

纠结呀！
郁闷呀！
额滴神救救我吧！！！

2010-03-30T06:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEBE YAYNESS! :D
♥

I LOVE S.H.E!
newest album SHERO~
WHOOOOOO!!!!
and S.H.E 爱而唯一 concert!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-03-29T08:50:00.000-07:00

omgomgomg.
i'm starting to like korean and english songs.
NOOOOOOOOOOOO.

influenced by 309..
._.
and jiarui.
and xuedi.

Evil people.
)<

我对华语歌坛滴承诺就这么被你们毁了！！！

Haha.
But i think i'll still like chinese songs the most.
since it's the most understand-able.
xD
and i dont really like korean songs.
more of, like korean people singing chinese songs haha.
SJM!!!!!!!!!!
quite 佩服 them.
like chinese so difficult to learn, but in order to 打进中国市场，they learn chinese and sing chinese songs..
altho their pronunciation abit weird weird..
But STILL.
they very 努力！！！
*握拳！*
Haha omg i really like SJM songs ahhh~
the tunes and lyrics super nice~
plus it's chinese (:

ohohoh
SUPER GIRL is NICEEEEE.
that's the first SJM song i listened to.
then 到了明天。
which is nice also.
(:
then 迷(me) haha which is, also NICE.

Omg the definition of NICE is ...
but nvm i so hyper and it's 11.56pm~
trying to complete my dear LA compre!!

LIM XIAOJING YOU CAN DO IT!!!!
*再次握拳！*

<3

2010-03-25T07:44:00.000-07:00

Another HIGH day!
:D
Haha.
Finally got my identity card after 136127635174128764 days/months of waiting..
And...
2 of the toilets in our school got renovated and i went third floor just to see how it looks like xD
and i dragged yihao and wanlin along :D:D:D
super funny.
we were laughing like siaosiaosiao person.
and we met samantha and other 212'09 peeps xD
and we burst out laughing...
but the toilet really renovate until very pretty :D
Heh..
and then dunno what happen we went down to our classroom, saw chunzi, dragged her to the toilet also
-.-
Random-ness.
Yihao and I was laughing nonstop.
Yes, i shall admit i'm a siaozharbo/crazy woman
:D
But life is about happy isnt it?

And had fun after the talk in Spore poly :D
want to know more?
hahahahahahaha.
1. we went to xinyi and chia's SMP lab to give them our mouth-rinsed salt water.
when we were rinsing with clear water i giggled then almost spat out the water on the floor
xD
hahaha then when we rinse it with salt water, they asked us to 'massage' our cheeks..
then giggled again ROFL.
and almost spat it out again.
._.
2. afterwards, shichen and sinlie saw icecream machine (see vid in fb!) and wanted icecream.
the machine amused me, yihao, shichen and sinlie. HAHA.
3. icecream eating competition between sinlie and shichen! (see vid in fb!) xDD
SO FUNNY!!
hahahaha we agreed on having icecream eating competition... and the loser pays for all the icecream for 1 month HAHA. Shichen 亏大了..

No cca tmr
._.
Arghhh.
I somehow dont feel right if i dont go cca..

Shichen said that zouyan changed since sec3..
which somehow make me ponder, did i change?
Conclusion: everyone changes, so we shouldnt be surprised. just accept it.

Mummy keep on saying im slacking.
I admit.
but she just say it in the manner that i cant accept.
She make it sound like i DIDNT EVEN study.
):
everytime she comes home, she sees me with my laptop.
which actually is, i finished my homework or i'm researching..
oh.....my.....gosh....

Abit annoyed just now.

and, i really dont see what's so bad about 'stalking'.
like, it's for fun ONLY.
plus it shouldnt be even counted as stalking cos it's just taking photos.
and, i didnt really take that much photos.
i mean, all the photos in fb that i posted are mostly taken WILLINGLY by the person..
how can that be counted as stalking?
the stalking i say is not what the real stalking.
it's just a word that represent fun-ness with friends.
like, i stalk wanlin (sorry arh use your name :D).
it means, i want to know more about her and take photos of her so we can be better friends.
this is the stalking definition.
the REAL kind of stalking is illegal in spore anw...
so, aaron tan stop telling me to stop stalking my friends.
._.
supposedly a person being stalked shouldnt even know they are stalked.
but then, for us, when we 'stalk' a person, we would directly tell them.
Can tell the difference?

That's all.
I want to make myself clear.
Just dont feel good.

I realised i can be happy yet emo at the same time.
Argh.

Oh, and...
______, you know, friends doesnt mean you have to STICK to that person.
It irks me when i see how you befriend _______ using this method.
You might not even realised ______ is annoyed or maybe wants to have a quiet moment.

Done.
Everything i want to say.

<3

2010-03-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

Today was a happy day!
:D

Physics was confusing..
._.
but ok lahhh.
Then it's LA lecture.
Ms Teo and Mr Tan super fun.
:D
Haha they are like bickering.
Whoo~
Lunch-ed with yihao and yiqi!
talked to yiqi about sec3 stuffs plus abit TKAM
(:
For the first time didnt finish my chicken rice cos i was still abit sick.
):
and tried bubble tea.
It was OHH...KAYYY...

went back to class and haha was talking about the 1314 thingy xDD
chunzi told us how she know 1314 is 一生一世.
IT'S SO OHHHHMIIIIIIIGOSHHHHHH.
and WANLIN wikipple said she just figured what it meant
:D
then chunzi say still got 520 and 770880..
hahaha wanlin completely confused.
yihao and i figured out the 770880 haha.
and we were WHOA-ing away when we figured out.
Why?
because chunzi told us how she know these that's why
AND WANLIN I KNOW YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS 770880! SO YOU MUST TAG HAHA!!!!!!!
and thankyou for tagging previously!!!!
:D
So, my conclusion: Kiwipple is nice (:

Maths was EPICCCCCCCCC.
Haoqing wrote "CONGRATES MR KHOO! <3 from your maths class."
(that's cos he got the Most caring teacher award._.)
xDDDDDDDD
and she pulled down the screen.
then closed doors, pulled curtains, off lights.
Mr Khoo was like WHAT? when he came in.
then when he finally saw what we wrote we clap and laugh like siao.
it was the only maths lesson i didnt feel sian.
:D
IH was free period.
wanlin and pingghee and i was checking on horoscope
-.-
time wasted argh.

Haha bell rang then a funny thing happened.
:D
you see, charmaine didnt come school today.
so during IH, yihao was sitting beside chunzi (cos charmaine supposedly sit beside chunzi)
then when the bell rang, yihao went back to her seat.
and i took my pencil case and textbook and went to charmaine's seat and sat beside chunzi.
hahahahaha then when kanglaoshi came in yihao realised im beside chunzi and she started shrieking.
Rofl.
kanglaoshi was looking at her with the what-are-you-doing+confused look
xD
then yihao said she said she go back her seat to take things to sit beside chunzi.
(she claims she said that)
which i didnt hear.
haha then she started pouting.
:D
took back zuowen.
did badly.
._.

After school went to the photocopying shop with yihao.
and another thing happened.
i insisted on walking to the shop from the left of the hall, then yihao went right, which is faster.
then just as im reaching the point where we'll meet, i was thinking that yihao might BOO me.
and as i was thinking about it, she "BOOOOOOOO!!!!"
then i screamed/shriek/AHHH-ed/freaked out.
and while i did those, Mr James Ong walked past and looked at me.
OHHHH MIIIII GOSHHHHH.
Embarrasing.
then i sort of 'pounced' at yihao xD
thank goodness it was quite dark there so i think Mr Ong didnt recognise who i am!
(:
met zouyan in the photocopying shop..
纠结了一会儿 and went off with our LA and IH compre/notes.
waited till 2.15 and went off for 171!

Took 171 with Angeline (Oops i dunno how to spell.) and we talked about Mr Khoo xDD
actually is crap lah.
then she alighted at newton mrt station and i continued to ngeeann city for dentist!
btw, she's going dentist too at novena haha!
Chose transparent for my braces colour.
couldnt see anything but wires now..
no colour at all.
._.
but quite nice lah (:
Hehheh.
bought Amos Famous cookies while i walk to orchard mrt station!
i wanted 200grams then they ask me show my student card (which is ez link card), then they gave me 40grams free.
Wow.
._.
and the person in the shop doesnt know student card is ezlink till the other person tell her -.-
went to mrt station, mrt-ed till yck and then took bus back home!
walked in the rain!!
haha was wearing my jacket with the hood on my head
(:
look super cool!!!!!
maybe i shall do that often
HAHA.

ok donedone!
my flu half gone.
but throat is.. ._.
argh.

shall go now!
:D
YAYS!!

<3

2010-03-23T06:10:00.000-07:00

Down with flu.
I realised my body's immune system is getting weaker and weaker.
._.
Despite my healthy-ness in OBS..
majority got stomachache but i was still jumping and skipping around.
:x
I think i've been sick at least once a month for the past few months.
Argh.
WHAT. HAPPEN. TO. ME.
flu flu go away, never ever come again.
Roar.
*coughs*
my throat somehow feel very hot.
the hot as in the temperature hot and not the sexy hot.
._.
block nose ahhhh.

Blocks coming.
and i'm looking forward to going Shanghai Fudan on 4th Oct..
Hehheh.
I KNOW ALL OF YOU WILL MISS MEEEEEEEE.
mummy told me when i go there, she will also go there to look around.
and 顺便 visit me.
-.-
Ok lah although i'm abit ... about this but at least i feel safe that she'll be with my aunt in Shanghai and not alone at home in S'pore.
I cant imagine her staying home at night alone for 6weeks.
Granny said that time i went to any camps, even just 3D2N, she would miss me alot.
OBS also.
So i can't imagine what will happen when i'm gone for 6weeks.

Today was fine and haha had a fun time with chunzi, xuedi, shichen and minghui (i don't really know her) in the library (:
Apparently they are filming a video and dragged me along as one of the interviewer.
Hah.
So fun.

and again, FLU.
Sneezed for the whole day.
And i think Panadol doesn't like me anymore.
):
It doesn't work on me...

And tmr's dentist appointment!
Pondering on what colour should i put for my braces tmr..
And pingghee said that we can put the same colour tgt!
:D
Looking forward to the dentist trip~
i <3 my dentist!
She so nice...

Ok that's all about it.
Updates done.
(:

And then..
I realised my china classmates, they sort of like, all in love.
Haha.
Many of them have already had/have a gf/bf.
that's like Wow.
And haha, my cousin, who is already 19 this year...
Don't have a gf xD
i mean for now.
And he said it's because 他没有女人缘 xD
Was chatting with him on Sunday late at night on QQ, and i randomly asked him if he have a gf..
Haha.
Then when i asked him if he 谈过恋爱了, he didnt want to tell me.
._.
Then he thought that i 谈恋爱了, that's why i ask him this question.
-.-
that was so ...
Rofl.
And because of these, 我们纠结了好久...
In the end, his grandparents want to sleep already and he logged off even before he answer me.
>(
Hrmp.
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.......
......
.....
....
...
..
.

No more right?
Hmmmm.
ok done done~

BYE!

<3

2010-03-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

Oops.
my blog is DEAD...
._.

argh.
but i dunno what to blog about...

And, school starts tmr!
I'm wondering if that's a good or bad thing..
good thing because i get to see all my friends again, like WANLIN (:
(WANLIN kiwipple, if you see this, tag on my blog ok!! everytime you come my blog also duwan tag...D:)
bad thing, homeworks homeworks..tests tests..deadlines deadlines..
ohh mii goshh.

我决定洗心革面改过自新重新做人好好学习！！！！

<3

2010-03-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

I.
WANT.
ENERGY.
BAR.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-16T02:43:00.000-07:00

after much consideration, i've decided not to blog about obs!
:D
cos liddat the ppl who havent go see my post then no more excitement le
(:

But all i can say is that, OBS is really really tiring, but fun, really fun.
and at the first few days, you really feel like going home.
But then, once the watch/group becomes more and more bonded tgt with then instructor, you wouldnt feel that way.
all those trekking and kayaking could have killed us, seriously.
But then we all survived.
we all went through it.
cos we have support, encouragement, all the jiayous from friends.
even those you are unfamiliar with..
i will nvr forget the dificulties i/we went through the whole of the OBS journey..
but i'll also nvr forget the happy things i/we went through..
what i love most, is that the instructors will nvr tell us what we'll be doing until the very moment, even if you could guess.
cos, Expect the Unexpected.
(:
learnt alot from OBS..
and i miss it now
._.
oh, btw..
there's 3 campsites in OBS..
and there is a saying that, camp1 is heaven, camp2 is earth, camp3 is hell.
(:
when our whole group of people went to camp3, we really missed camp1 alot.
and when we re-reached camp1, many people was shouting that they love camp1!
:D
haha.
and why?
go there and you'll know (:

<3

2010-03-13T00:41:00.000-08:00

HEY you know what??

WHATTTT??????

Eh Heh Heh.
I'M BACK FROM OBS!!!!!!
ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
:D

ok no time to crap about obs now.
but i'm oh-so-happy to be back in the civilisation.
with my laptop and phone (:
<3
altho OBS is SO DAMN FUNNNNNNNNNNNN.

and i got to know lots of new friends from 310 xD
ok going now bye~~

<3

2010-03-06T06:52:00.000-08:00

less then 48 hours to OBS
(:

OH YAY!!!!!!
:D

packing and packing and packing...

<3

2010-03-04T03:20:00.000-08:00

You know, true love actually does exsist.
It's just whether you believe it or not.

And i read a letter a guy wrote to this girl today.
[i'm serious, it's for real]
i almost cried at the end.
It's touching.
True love might not be eternal, but i know it does exsist.
I felt the emotions he put into that letter.
it's just wow.
i'm amazed how a 14-year-old guy can write such touching letter...
And that is true love that drives him into writing that letter.

And i do believe teenages do know what is true love.
I dont understand why parents have to stop them from liking/loving someone and kick such a big fuss about this kind of things.
why do they have to think being in a relationship for teenages MUST have only negative impact on them.
there's 2 sides to everything.
Isn't it?

Omg what did i just wrote?
Haha..
perhaps is just what i really thought hmmmm.
nothing wrong with me.
it's just the sudden kind of thoughts i have in a flash...
ok, i'm not in a relationship.
I just FEEL that there's nothing wrong for teenages to fall in love and be in a relationship.
totally NOTHING wrong.
There might be good impacts too.
like they study together to get good results together.
why does parents have to think they wont be able to concentrate?
So ridiculous..

I'm like petitioning for those who are in a relationship.
xD
HA.
and i actually told my mum that i dont want her to be concern about my love life if i ever have one in the future.
Heh.
and she agreed~
then she actually continued asking me from young till now how many guys have i liked
-.-
:O
i'm like WHAT?! when she asked that.
ohmytians is like my mum actually cares about that?!
Hehheh.

Ok that's about all i want to say.
BYE.

<3

2010-03-03T04:33:00.000-08:00

Cyber-bullying.

If just writing about someone's bad on the net is cyber bullying, then i think i've cyber bullied so much ppl.. even if it's just jokingly.

This is so ...

and i've lots of things to do in march hols
:D D:
happy and sad at the same time.

1. meet up to discuss physics SIA story board
2. meet up to discuss IH SIA proposal
3. tennis
4. cca outing
5. BSP talk
6. TuitionS
7. 2 chem worksheet (mr chong is SO kind ._.)
8. revise for chem SPA, which is in term 2.

AND MY GOSHHHHHH.
i need to do up YDBG and then revise for tmr's IH inclass assignment.
Argh.
Similarity and Difference.
what.the.shoot.

and 4 more days to OBS! YAY~

<3

2010-03-02T06:53:00.000-08:00

Today is a..
normal day.
i cant believe the school is so ...
to actually have the fire drill on our chinese culture lesson ):
that's so bad....
it's like one of my fave lesson.
and i would rather skip PE, which is the lesson after that.
._.

argh.

and maths lesson passed very fast today (:
reason is because i was doing my ISL.1 xD
and listening to Log at the same time..
so busy and my sleepy bug didnt come and find me :D
YAY.
and i like melissa as my maths tablemate
she is super nice.
and we complain about stuffs tgt also!
Heh.

and i've decided to 奋发图强 from now onwards.
YES I SHALL.
and ohoh tmr's LA presentation (:
Hope we can do it luhs.
and i have slight fever today OMG.
thank goodness i was being random today and actually measured my temp for no reason -.-

ok i think that's all right?
i shall go and 奋发图强 now!!!!!!!!

<3

2010-03-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

I shall do up my chem and go to sleep.

By 12am.

AHHHHHHHHHHH.
my mum is like outside watching teevee cum sleeping then i'm chionging hw.

I'm scared.
not because of going OBS.
but scared cos i'm afraid something happens to me and i dont get to go OBS.
):
i'm really looking forward to it.
._.

Ok i shall go do my work.
and did i tell you that my geog ws miraculously disappeared?
HA.

OH and china start school ald.
and i didnt get to est tangyuan cos mummy came back super late and she didnt cook it
):
I WANT TO EAT.
and i'm hungry now.
Argh.

I hope week9 past faster..
i want OBS to come.
and then Shopathon.
and then cca outing.
and most prob 6D'07 outing?
OH and the BSP 研讨会.
and the wangmeng talk.

oh and the translation/translating class is starting this week WHOO!
:D
so happy
(:
ok i shall go do my work now.
._.

<3

2010-02-28T05:21:00.000-08:00

ok, firstly.
I'M SUPER SAD COS 终极三国 FINISH ALDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~
D:
That's ultra sad because that show is really damn nice.
and i really love 脩香~
Super sweet.
ok other characters are veryvery nice also.
AND I WANT THE DVD OF THIS SHOW AHHHHHHHH IT'S SO EX AND THERE'S 3 PARTS OF IT.
D:
Now i finally realised, a show doesnt need to have all those famous celebrity to make it a wonderful show.
On the other hand, i finished watching 篮球火 too!
and now i start to get interested in basketball.
Like, from the show i can see all the passion and determination from the players and it really touched me.
Heeeeee and so i conclude, i prefer guys who play basketball to those who plays soccer (:
OK that's so out of topic.
AIYA just that, well, basketball is cool.
like especially DUNKING OMGGGGGGGGGGG.
ok i now the dunking in that show is super fake, but still.
It's COOL.
(:

Secondly, since today is 28feb and i'm blogging, then
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!
:D
haha finally 15 (:

Thirdly,
there's chem quiz tmr and hence, i shall stop blogging and go revise HAHA.
see i'm such a guaiii girl~~~
:3

loves.
<3

2010-02-26T05:27:00.001-08:00

heh today was surprisingly an okay-ish day.
(:
slept a little while in the morning and i'm so happy i no need to go down for morning assembly cos of the girl guides thing (:
and then we were all leaning on the railings then dailaoshi said: 手放下来，看看下面的同学怎么站。
rofl then we looked down ans saw lots of people standing in super weird positions HAHA.
went for the final OBS talk today and i really hate the person who is gonna spilt our class into 2 different watches ):
HELLO we only have 19 ppl in our class and according to the stupid piece of OBS info paper, it says that a watch can consist of 16-20 ppl...
so what's wrong?!
cos of the humid weather?
cos we might be tougher?
like who mind?
as long as we are as a class.
and seriously, i'm in love with 309.
everyone is like so.................. Nice.
ok i know using Nice is very vague, but really, compared to when i was in 207, i'm happier.
i mean, i'm happy in my own small group of ppl in 207, like jiarui, xinyi, siewting, chia etc.
but the whole class?
and i think another reason for us being able to talk to everyone nicely is because there's only 19 ppl.
we get familiar in a short period of time cos as you look around, you can practically talk to anyone. we have only 19tables and chairs.
communication is so much more easier.
Ok finish with the loving part..

Geog was ok today, and Xueyi was sick so she didnt come and our table became super quiet..
abit weird haha.

Maths was ZZZ.
he started the lesson with a black face.
bleh and me and melissa from 310 was looking thru the questions he marked wrongly..
like is there anything wrong with 9=C???
NO right?
but then he must go circle it and write C=9..
whatthe..
i know he's being strict, but this is practically 鸡蛋里挑骨头.
cant he just say the main and impt points???????
._.
roar.
somehow fell asleep for about 5min cos my head and neck very pain.
then when i woke up, i realised he still havent finish explaining the same qn.
-.-

recess.
Grace, chunzi and I edited the LA ppt and rehearsed once.
8.28min.
with super fast speed.
then left with 30min.
went to eat chicken rice with Grace and finished it in 10min.
wow my fastest speed.
went back to class and revise physics SPA.
i was shrieking when the bell rang.
went to the physics lab and start the SPA.
it looked as if super complicated.
but then when i start doing it, it became surprisingly easy.
and Mr Tan wasnt even observing us..
he was just typing something on his laptop..
finished the experiment, tabulated results, draw table, answer qn..
got stuck for awhile cos i suddenly forgot how to use the vernier callipers.
then realised how to use and quickly changed the answer hehheh.
was super hot in the lab cos fan was off for the results to be accurate.
finally last 10min fan was on whoa..

LA.
walked super slowly to com lab 3 and realised Mrs deline soh was inside with sec2s.
then mr tan was fretting over where we should go for LA lesson..
then Mrs Soh suddenly start acting the scenes in korean dramas with Mr Tan being super co-operative with her act.
all of us was laughing out super loud.
HAHA.
In the end we went to com lab 1 and a group presented Cloning for their presentation.
(:

finally finished school and went eating yoghurt with chunzi at the canteen (:
then went to Mrs Amy and Dailaoshi's pigeon holes to put their yoghurt.
Met Kanglaoshi when i walked to the other side of the office cos he was at the window talking to i forgot who.
then he suddenly shouted 要叫调查问卷.
lol then chunzi explained she no need then laoshi was like, 我不是说你，我是说晓菁.
LOLS super hilarious.
then i was like, 我忘了打印，可以email给你吗？
then when he agree, i was like, 老师你的email 是 kjkjkkjj@XXX.com (haha cannot tell you is which website xD) 对吧？
LOLS.
then when i walked back, he was still there then i shouted 康老师~
ROFL.
OHOHOH and the funny part was CHUNZI and YEESHIN.
:D
chunzi and i was walking over to the other side of the office, then yeeshin came from that side.
then i was like HELLO YEESHIN!
then chunzi open her arms wide...
then she said "哈哈，我不让你过~"
that's not the funny part.
the funny part is: yeeshin thought chunzi wanted to hug her xDD
end up is she 自作多情 HAHA
then we were laughing like siao..
slacked and then went to the library with chunzi.
discussed cca tee and outing.
AND IT FINALLY RAINED~~~~~~~~~~~~
ohwow.

after cca went KAP macs with yihao.
ate twister fries and oreo McFlurry!
<3
was chatting happily and then we went to Bukit Timah Plaza..
then we were saying about our childhood stories on the way -.-
went in and looked around.
the shop was somehow close cos the owner went to eat...
so we went to NTUC and bought insect repellent.
then when we went back, the owner say the repellent actually attract sand flies.
so after like 30min in that shop, we went back to NTUC for refund..
bought a icelemon tea and colgate to change...
heh.
finally went out of the plaza then when we were walking, we suddenly start talking about the time we were in KL...
hahahahaha much laughters (:
852 passed.
chatted in the busstop for quite awhile then yihao went off in 67.
waited for almost an hour for 852.
&^%#!
finally got home at 8.

and now i caught flu..
):
ok shall go take a super warm bath to warm myself up~~~
:D

<3

2010-02-25T06:20:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!
tmr there's physics SPA.
and maybe LA presentation also argh.
RAWRRRRRRR.

Oh and today i survived thru:
1. 8 rounds around the hall without stopping in PE.
2. chinese compo in less than 1hour.
3. Surds. (altho i slept a little cos i'm super super tired)
4. Investiture.

heh. see the pro me.
and i was feeling super tired for no reason today.
i slept so much earlier ytd compared to on sunday, mon and tues.
but i just super tired.
like, i slept at 2am, the next day i super hyper.
but ytd i slept at 12+, i was so damn tired today/
and then had headache also...
):

but then alot of happy things today heh:
1. is super confirmed that today no LA presentation MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
2. no maths tuition today!
3. i bused home with jiarui!
4. when i got home, i napped for 1 and half hours.
5. i didnt eat instant noodles today cos mummy cooked!
6. i used mummy's style hair thingy to somehow straighten my hair and now it looks neater oh yay!

:D
and when i was on the bus, i actually listened KOREAN songs with jiarui WOW.
like, it's a miracle
._.
heh but then everytime a new song i will open my mouth damn big xDD
now i like some of the korean songs lahh.
as in, the tune.
OH and i like Super Girl by Super Junior M.
IS SO DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
it's a chinese song wahahaha.
i super like the lyrics can... ^^
then we listen to 够爱 like again anf then i alighted the bus...
AND I ACTUALLY WENT TO BAIDU SUPERJUNIOR, SUPERJUNIORM AND HANKYONG.
wow.
hahahahaha.
ok i shall admit Hankyong is talented.
._.
hehheh.
oh but i carried on baidu-ing yanyalun once again xD
mygosh SHUAIIIIIIIIIIII~

ok i think that's all.
shall jiayou myself for physics SPA and LA presentation tmr!!!!!!!
:D

<3

2010-02-23T08:57:00.000-08:00

Euthanasia.
good or bad?
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.
almost got called out for LA oral presentation today ._.
WHEW.
we didnt even finish our ppt yet :X
but luckily we didnt get called.
Ha.
and i kept on almost dozing off during english tuition today.
felt so guilty
:/
must sleep early today.
at least earlier then previous days..
if not my body will just collapse.
this morning when i wake up i couldnt even stand properly.
my head was like spinning then when i walk keep on banging to table and chairs, cardboard etc..
and surprisingly i have less then 6hours of sleep, i still dont have panda eyes..
hehehehehehe.
ok i shall go now.
nothing happened today.
oh and mr khoo finally finish indices and gonna start surds.
Argh.
and i hope i'll do well for my next quiz.
PLEASE I BEG ... BEG... AIYA NO MATTER BEG WHO LA JUST LET ME GET FULL MARK OR AT LEAST A A1 FOR MY MATHS QUIZ CANNNNNNN.
><
if not i'm gonna die.

I need a goal for sec3.
urgent.
ROAR.

就算跌倒，也要豪迈地笑。
surprisingly i've never forgotten this sentence although it was 2 years ago when i heard this sentence in 转角遇到爱...
it really had a big impact on me.
like, i become stronger.
oh yay!
haha better get going, need sleep (:

<3

2010-02-22T04:17:00.000-08:00

OMGGGGGGG.
can someone just kill me?
._.

hehe went to HCI for a BSP talk today (:
4groups of sec4s were talking about something like adverts for Breadtalk in China rofls.
quite nice lahh.
altho we were late and took the guys' seats xD
and they could only sit on the stairs.
SO SORRY.
HAHA AND QIN XIA YU WAS THERE TOOOOOOO~
chunzi told me he smsed her asking her why she come rofl.
make it sound like we are stalking him, which is actually, the other way round.
he is stalking chunzi xDD
ok kidding (:
heeeee but the teevee ads the guys do was super funny for one of the group.
cos one guy act as the mum by sticking this piece of paper read MUM in front of his shirt xDD
then another guy did that too but as the son
hahahaha then the person talking was like, 他们激动的拥抱了
then at the last the 2 of them hug again then the person say, 他们又再次相拥
ROFL la...
chunzi and i was smiling away (we couldnt laugh due to chunzi's concept of 矜持. lol and if we laugh out loud also quite weird lahhh.)
oh and i think Breadtalk's chinese name is very nice (:
面包物语。
otherwise known as 面包新语 in China..
heeeeeeee oh and before we went to the place we got lost in HCI and dunno where to go.
then finally chunzi went up to this HCI guy and ask him where is the place..
his 表情 was super funny as if he damn shy liddat when chunzi ask him xD
and the atmosphere was awkward for a moment
then he point somewhere and ran away
:D
so funny.

OH and i very proud of myself!!
slept at 2am ytd and woke up at 5.55am today.
but i didnt even feel tired, like i wasnt even as sleepy as other days..
WHOA.
and i founf a way to keep myself awake: drink coke+apply eyedrop~~
chunzi's coffee no use for her le.
heh and she was so tired today lor...

felt apologic to jiarui today, forgot to tell her i going HCI then end up she called me.
._.
SORRY.
next time will rmb to 通知 you lahh (:
and hope you like my present ha~

ok that's all i think and YEE SHIN YOU BETTER MAKE A NEW BLOG SOON IF NOT I WONT LINK YOU AND DUN FRIEND YOU ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

heh.
BYE!

<3

2010-02-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

heh koped from huilin:

Simplify 2i<6u

answer: i <3 u

SO SWEET RIGHT YA LA IS VERY SWEET MYGOSHHHHHHH~
heh.
OH and i did a stupid thing today ._.

Darren told me he TOOK PART (notice the tense) in Chingay this year.
then today when the teevee show the Chingay, i sms him this:
hey are you in Chingay now? Oh wait if you are then you won't see my msg... Aiya but still when you see the msg, did you/are you/will you perform today?
OMG LAH SO DAMN STUPID.
then he told me it was ytd..then today teevee then show.
eyer.
stupid me didnt notice the tense he use then did such a stupid thing.
omg i embarassed myself.
._.
Bleh.
:x

ok i shall concentrate on my hw once again.
ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

<3

2010-02-17T04:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR！！！

OH i feel so damn idiotic now.
):
tmr first lesson is physics quiz and i stupidly left my physics ws in class!!!!!
T.T
dumbest kid ever.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
how am i gonna survive the quiz?
&^%$^#!
DIE.
ok i shall scram.

i'm looking forward to lots of stuffs (:
n i realised i'm in love with outside school talks :D
OBS is coming soon.
goshhhhhhhhhhhh.
and and
I HEART TENNIS~
heee.

♥

2010-02-11T08:09:00.001-08:00

Long time didnt post.
Didnt have the mood to anw.
Won't be going back ATS.
many reasons.
booked anw.

hehe and thank you jiarui for giving me Valentine's day present.
heeeee. i <3 the choco~
ok so now i owe alot ppl present.
Xinyi and Celeste's bdae present cum valentine's day present.
Jiarui's valentine's day present.
wahhh.
gonna be broke again hehehehehe.
but still, i shall buy (:
ok i gonna chiong my hw if not i will die tmr hehehehehehehe.

<3

2010-02-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i really just dun wanna care, dun wanna know and get away from those things.
no one cares, no one replies, what's the motivation for me to keep on loving it?
so i've decided.
to just go back.
see some ppl and scram for that place.
whatsoever things about it i'm too tired to know.

i just wanna study hard.
do well.
and get away from what i dislike.
like This and That.
i want to go to somewhere i love and an environment that suits me in.
and not a place which i just dun feel... comfortable.

i doubts anyone knows what i'm talking about but that's my point.
Don't try to understand it.
you're not me so you'll nvr understand.

郁闷，烦恼，窒息。
i wanna leave.

<3

2010-02-06T22:57:00.000-08:00

I just realised that it's more fun to be in tencent QQ rather than in MSN hehe.

2010-02-05T07:16:00.001-08:00

Tired out from the whole week.
Xinyi, Shichen and alot of ppl got sick..
and heard chunzi said that shichen got sick cos she's too stress or something.
argh.
and chunzi is currently very stress now..
thank goodness im not as stress.
no SMP, no HSSRP, no CAP, whew.
CHUNZI JIAYOUUUUU~~~
<33

Today was fun day and yeeshin took some super unglam pics of me
><
AHHHHHHHHHHH
YEESHINNNN I WANT TO KILL YOUUUUUUUUUU~
hehehehehehe.
today kanglaoshi flared up cos 211 was damn noisy [their class is beside ours (: ]
hehe LA we were slacking.
me, grace and yihao first from conf. room B (4th floor) walk to library (2nd floor) then go to library fourth floor to find xinyi and xushi for our LA proposal then it's in xinyi's bag at 2nd floor.
so we walked down to 2nd floor, and walk to the other side of our school where our classroom is and go search in xinyi's bag.
(:
then afterwards we walk back to the other side of school again and walked back to conf. room at fourth floor.
LOLS so damn funny.
then when we go back, me and grace shouted to yihao that TRUE LOVE EXISTS!
xDD
HAHA
and yihao was so wth.
:D
then i said ROL (dun tell you what's that xD)
then yihao was like "LOL?"
haha then me and grace shouted "NO! IS ROL!!!"
haha
then yihao said "ROL, LOL, What the hell."
hahahahaha then suddenly she say "IT RHYMES!!"
xDD
HAHA
damn funny ><

SIL got this guy called Darren came to speak to us about YMCA youth for causes thingy..
hehehehehehehehe and then he said he something like it's good to start a morning (at that time, it was about 12 noon le xD) speaking to so many pretty girls.
haha then the response was like UHHHHH...
and then he said he was from HCI/HCJC then the whole level started WHOAAAA
LOLS.
then he said 'you know i go RGS, the girls responded so loudly then you girls no response at all (as in for the first thing he said xD)'
then we were all laughing
xD
OH and geog lesson mdm chia ask us which country we wanna go and describe it and why.
then cheryl and xueyi was like KOREAAAA
Description from seryeen: a fanatic place where fans go there and fangirl xDD
Reasons from cheryl and xueyi: to stalk SHINee. and xueyi added one more: to sleep under their blanket
xDD
ROFL was DAMN funny hahahahahahahahahahhahaha
:D

ok that's all shall go do my research~~
:D

<3

2010-02-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

No man is an island.

This is what I believe now.
And forever.

没有人会是一座孤岛。

我相信，永远地相信这句话。
有人陪伴的日子，才会是快乐的。
孤单，我最讨厌。
被人无视的感觉不好受。
那些被朋友家人包围的人，学会珍惜你身边的人吧！

2010-02-04T05:27:00.000-08:00

today is a happy day just that im really tired and busy.
Sigh..
dno what to post about.
stupid aaron, i wanted to post then he drifted me away by crapping with me on msn
-.-
arghhhhhhhhh

I'M SO TIRED AHHHHHHHHHHHH
dying soonnn..
OH wait!!
i cannot die!
if i die then i cannot get red packets le xDD
HAHA
i want to have alot red packets then i can go S.H.E, 罗志祥, 五月天 etc's concert!!
and but alor of CDs also.. mygoshhh i in need of $$$$$~~
T.T

oh and heard that 210 got quarrantined and 6 ppl in 310 got sick
._.
><
argh im sneezing now AHHHHHHHHH.
haha

shall go do my work.
BYE~

<3

2010-02-02T06:22:00.000-08:00

headache for no reason.
):
i just want to get everything done and go to bed.
I'm tired...

2010-02-01T06:38:00.000-08:00

koped from shi chen.
This is so damn true man.
Dedicated to all the ~~ignorant~~ guys that are insensitive to girls' feelings:

When you break her heart- [the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she misses you- [she's hurting from the inside]
When she say it's over- [she STILL wants you to be hers]
When she reposts this bulletin- [she wants you to read it]
When she walks away from you mad-[follow her]
When she stares at your mouth- [kiss her]
When she pushes you or hits you- [grab her and don't let go]
When she starts cursing at you- [kiss her and tell her you love her]
When she ignores you- [give her your attention]
When she pulls away- [pull her back]
When you see her at the worst- [tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying- [just hold her and don't say a word]
When you see her walking- [sneak up and hug her waist from the behind]
When she's scared- [protect her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder- [tilt her head up and kiss her]
When she steals your favourite hat- [let her keep it and sleep with her for a night]
When she teases you- [tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn't answer for a very long time- [reassure her that everything is okay]
When she looks at you with doubt- [back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you- [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grabs at your hands- [hold hers and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you- [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret- [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes- [don't look away untill she does]
-stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
-say you love her more than she could ever love you
-argue that she is the best girl ever
-when she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
-when she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her
-because 10 years later she'll remember you
-call her at 12.00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-call her before you sleep and after you wake up
-treat her like she's all that matters to you
-tease her and let her tease you back
-stay up all night with her when she's sick
-watch her favourite movie with her or her favourite show even if you think it's stupid
-give her the world
-let her wear your clothes
-when she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-let her know she's important
-kiss her in the pouring rain
-when she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is: "who's ass am i kicking today baby?"

<3

2010-02-01T06:03:00.001-08:00

nothing much today.
was very sleepy during maths and i think Mr Khoo saw me dozing off...
._.
today was a boring day.
and now i'm wondering should i make my blog a emo one or a hyper one...
slacked my time today.
note to self: you shouldnt slack anymore, it's the fifth week of sec3.
._.
ok so emo...
dunno how to change to hyper one but quite happy there's chinese lecture tmr!
^^
i think now the only lesson i yearns for every week is chinese lecture hmmmm.
or maybe PE also since we are playing badminton..
oh and maybe maths also tho it's boring..
and maybe chinese, cos at least i like it.
oh and maybe LA also, cos at least the teacher is not boring..
hmm thinking of it, i think geog is nice too (:
hehe chem is nice too, alot of prac and mr chong is nice altho he nvr gives us notes and nvr explain to us how to do assignments only until he marked it -.-
hehe physics is actually nice too, mr tan bh is so funny and he is a nice+patient teacher bah.
actually IH is fun too, when we have discussions.. but not when we do assignments altho it's good for us. hehe.
then if it's liddat, CME and PCCG is quite fun too OH and class contact time xD
so after much consideration, all the classes are quite fun.
oh no the ironic me.
._.
ok i shall now stop this post and help my mum with her work.
hope i can do it.
1 and 48 more min to jasmineow's bdae (:

<3

2010-01-31T06:16:00.000-08:00

OMG I JUST DISCOVERED 2 CHINESE WORDS THAT I'VE ALWAYS BEEN USING WRONGLY DUE TO THE TAIWAN USAGE MANNNNNNNNNNNN.
><
i was talking to my mum just now and used the word 屌, it's read as DIAO3.
then she scolded me for being very rude and impolite and aiya you know la.
like, she say it's VULGAR.
then ya, i didnt believe luhs.
so went to check on baidu.
and realised, the first meaning is ahem the guys' very impt part.
[IM SORRY LA]
then 2nd meaning is vulgar lor.
and is like, the 3rd meaning then means very pro, very 强.
haissshhh. thank goodness it's the first time i said it to someone whew.
and my mum is still nagging me about that word bleh
:X
but seriously lor i thought it just meant pro since the 终极一家 actually describe 东城卫 as "世上最屌的乐团" and obviously it means PRO here right?
so i got mislead.
._.
ok i shant use it anymore.
but mummy say it's ok to use it if i'm like writing it down cos liddat ppl will understand what i actually meant, but if i just say it out, ppl will think i'm vulgar
(whoo! then i'll be bilingual in vulgarities xDD ok kidding!!)
oh then i checked another word which i learnt from taiwan also: 夯 HANG1 or BEN4(weird right xD oh but here i meant the first one luhs).
and it meant:
1. basic tool for hitting the ground (aiya whatever that's not my point i dunno how to explain)
2. hit the soil until very compressed then can use to build house (oh wow! ._.)
3. [dialect] hit very hard.
4. [dialect] bang onto something.
but then now taiwan ppl use this word to represent something is very popular, welcomed, and everyone wants it. and why they use this word is cos it's directly (veryvery direct) translate from HOT.
hot as in the popular that hot and not the sexy hot kays!!! ><
and 夯 and 红 sound alike in hokkien that's why also [cos taiwan ppl speaks hokkien or something luhs]

teeeheee learnt alot today.
(:
i shall nvr nvr use this 2 words ever again esp the 1st one MYGOSHHHHHHHH.
so anyone who sees this, DUN USE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehehe but still this 2 words is so so so so attractive xDD
okok nvm i shall say it in my heart haha!
lalalalalalala~
today saw a specs that has a damn pretty frame~~ esp the 2 sides.
is flowery de!!
and the front frame is sort of metallic red.
damn pretty but mummy say no time to make new specs so have to walk off....
._.
hehe but mummy bought me 2 shirts and a short pant today YAYNESS!
:D
actually there's this shirt that say the abbreivation of ABCDEFG and GFEDCBA.
i can only rmb the first one is: A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl.
then the second one is something like: Girl Forgets Everything then blablabla cannot rmb but is something like girls go find a new guy or something.
really couldnt rmb.
):
so sad.
didnt buy that one cos there's no suitable size for me wahs.
so i bought another one which i dun like as much cos of the slogan tho the colour is really nicee...
ok so i shall concentrate on the colour teeeeeheeeeeee.
i shall rmb that ABCDEFG shirt forever xDD
OH and i saw a very nice bag today... but there isnt pink so i decided not to buy it lols.
it like BLUE...
was quite puzzled why there isnt pink.
):
J8's bag are all not that nice lorrr.
hehe that should be all.
haissssh i dunno how to draw the physics graph thingy....
._.
hehehehehehehe BYEEEEEEEEE~

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2010-01-30T19:50:00.000-08:00

Ah.
feel so energetic after a good sleep last night.
shall work hard today ohyay!
IH SBQ to do.
Physics prac ws.
English tuition work.
Maths tuition work.
BSP research.
Chinese debate research.
hmmmm jiayou!!!

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2010-01-28T08:29:00.001-08:00

I'M DONE WITH THE LA SIA PROPOSAL~~~~~~
and the time now is 00.30
._.

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2010-01-28T01:13:00.000-08:00

oh shit.
so much things to do today.

1. tuition homework [super urgent!!!><]
2. LA SIA proposal. [intro + collate]
3. Tuition.
4. revise geog map reading. [there's quiz tmr and i actually left my geog stuffs in sch ><]

blablabla so much more.
dun wanna go and rmb if not i'll faint.
ok shall go study.
):
(i realised my posts are getting shorter and boring and no hope as the day pass by...)
OH and tmr's FRIDAY!!!
:D
so fast lalala~

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2010-01-27T02:57:00.000-08:00

oh shit.
and once again i'm slacking/procastinating/lazy-ing/waste time-ing whatever you call that.
SHEEEEEEESSSSSHHHHHHHH.
._.
IH is like a horror to me.
and speaking of horror, i swear if i were to choose to watch Frankenstein again, i will definitely say NO.
is so damn disgusting/scary/horrifying.
yucks
that Frankenstein person is so damn crazy.
oh shit.
there's physics quiz tmr.
shall go studyyyyy~~
oh and need to do IH.
mygosh.
i shallllllll......
MUG.
[if i can xD]
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

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2010-01-26T01:37:00.000-08:00

songs by 杨丞琳.

it's really nice (:

2010-01-26T01:33:00.000-08:00

Life's unfair.
That's a fact, the reality.

2010-01-25T06:57:00.000-08:00

MYGOSH IM LIKE PANICKING.
should i do my IH or not?
i dunno how to do WAHS T.T
but i think mrs amy will kill me if i dun do it since it's hw or smthing but on the other hand i dun even know how to start!!!
....
....

im like so despo.
Oo and i'm like really slacking like some asshole here wasting my time ):
wahhhhhhh.
is like one drama finish and here comes another one.
WHY MUST TAIWAN HAVE SO MANY DRAMAS ARH MAKE ME CANNOT CONCENTRATE IN STUDIES AH.
ok i shall mug from tmr onwards.
If i can.
since haipai is ald at last episode
and tho there's like 2 more shows for me to watch, that's like ard only 3hours per week so i think it's still alright?
whew.

i wasted my time.
Procrastinating is really bad.

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2010-01-25T05:20:00.000-08:00

oh shit.
I just slacked.
._.

I cant control myself wahhhhhhhhhh.

2010-01-24T05:00:00.000-08:00

Enjoy! 曾沛慈 is really a good singer and 东城卫 is really a cool band too (:

2010-01-24T04:51:00.001-08:00

I suddenly feel that I have to create chances for myself.
Even she could do it why not me?
At least I think I can do so much better than her.
I'm not given any opportunities.
Cos I'm just to small for others to realised I'm there and is willing to try.
Maybe I should stand out, grab chances and not waiting for it to come.

Yes I should.
I shall go find my chances.
Ask for help or whatsoever.
I know I can do it.
If she can, why can't I?
I always believed I'm better.
Cos I really am.
I must go find chances myself.
After all, I still need to depend on myself.

Go for it.
I know I can do it and will succeed in doing it.
SMILE.
Be brave and look forward confidently.
There's only 1 reason for people to be impressed with me.
Cos I'm Lim Xiao Jing!

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2010-01-20T06:43:00.000-08:00

i'm doing my reflective essay.
i'm trying very hard.
really very hard.
extremely hard.

Ok, actually not really xDD
HAHA but i realised actually i got quite alot of things to write
:D
so i shall not crap here but in my foolscap (:

YAYNESS~

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2010-01-20T04:15:00.000-08:00

Sian.
):
i dunno what to post about and blablabla.
3rd week of school and i still feel as tho i'm in hols mood.
i just keep on slacking.
must learn from chunzi and take pride in work or else i die.
._.
Believe me, chunzi is crazy- HSSRP, SMP, 3rd lang, SAP scholarship, CAP. oh wow. oh and TENNIS. she's really good at managing time. and zouyan too. and yihao too.
looks like i'm the only sec3 chi debate who's still slacking.
Bad.

Was feeling sleepy this morning.
But surprisingly i didnt feel sleepy during lessons (:
Good.

Had maths quiz and after i hand up i realised i got a careless mistake.
and it's like wrong from the start so my full mark is gone
):

recess discussed physics.
and we are efficient!
:D
Hooray~

Got back chinese compre today.
Didnt expect myself to get such a mark cos i thought it was very screwed.
Hmmmm.
YAY!

ate with pearlyn, pingghee and yihao after school.
Yihao ate alot, Pearlyn too, haha me also!
Pingghee ate like really very little.
went to play around and then realised Chem discussion completely not in our mind.
we were slacking Oops.
._.
haha yihao chased me and pearlyn into class and we locked yihao and pingghee outside
xD
tricked yihao and pingghee manage to went in.
(:
we were playing like siaozharbos while our dear china students were mugging so hard
._.
teeheee then we went to board room for health checkup.
and i paid $15 just to measure my height and weight then the doc just asked me some qn
-.-
so wasted.
Xushi, Yicheng, Xinyi, Chunyu and Yeeshin went for the tetanus (dunno how to spell la) jab.
argh.
but it's wasnt pain after all -.-
they were so scared before they went in haha.
afterwards went down with chunyu to pack bag and went home.

AARON TAN I TELL YOU NEXT TIME YOU DARE TO SPAM ME DURING YOUR TUITION YOU WILL BE DEAD WHEN I SEE YOU.
:D
Haha bus-ed home and i nearly missed my stop.
whew.
that's my boring life.

Shall do a reflective essay.
If not i'm dead by tmr..
ROAR.
i suddenly hate Lang Arts.(kay, i admit i nvr like it.)
why must it be so difficult ):
but at least the teachers are nice, like Mr Paul Tan and Ms Lydia Teo.
I like them (:
at least they make me have a little passion for LA.
OH and we watch abit Frankenstein today.
apparently the CD was not working well haissh.
I feel so sad that i didnt read Frankenstein before ):
i swear im gonna read it someday.
ok, i shall not swear.
i TRY TO read it someday.
(:
yay
REFLECTIVE ESSAY HERE I COME~
(ok that's like so not me. -.-)

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2010-01-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

SHIT.
i'm slacking.
ohwells.

LIM XIAO JING!!!!! ><
DUN SLACK LE!

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2010-01-19T06:11:00.000-08:00

Tired.
But i shall not give up.
(:
Keep the enthu~~
:D

lalala today was boring but PE was fun!
:D
badminton-ed with chunzi and she's really very pro.
._.
im practically the one who always pick the shuttle cock lols.
xDD
when she play badminton she got this SUPER stern look argh.
lols.

OHH and today i went to xinyi darling's class for BSP and i sat at her seat (:
stuffed a note in her peocil case LOLS.
xD
lalala~

what else?
no more.
nothing more fun things le so...
haha i shall publish this boring post and get my work done and quickly go SLEEPPPPPP~

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2010-01-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Inspired by Jiarui, i shall fangirl to de-stress.

._.

whee~

AARON YAN! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Whew, BSP done.

and now left with my dear LA SPECTRA thingy and reflective essay..

omg TUITION HOMEWORK!!!!

omt i think i have no life manns.

whatever.

argh.

LIM XIAO JING YOU CAN DO IT JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

KEEP THE ENTHU~~~~~

2010-01-18T02:10:00.000-08:00

ok, due to aaron tan's complaining that i dun update.
i shall update my blog.

BLOG!! UPDATE!
:D
YAYNESS updated (:

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