Tuesday, March 31, 2009
what th fcuk is wrong wif u??do u noe how much stress u are giving me?
i cant even take a breathe.
wth are u up to?
i noe u do all these stupid thingd for my own good.
but i cant possibly take it.
hello i'm juz a 14 (or mayb only 13+) years old teenage girl.
n u are pouring so much things on me.
i'm not doing tis juz to make u feel proud among ur frens.
but cann u consider my feelings?
i noe ur fren's child belongs to nygh, rgs etc good schools.
but i tried my best.
i did my best n get into a good school.
i achieved good results.
i admit i wasnt working hard enuff last yr.
tt doesnt mean u haf to stress me up tis yr.
everytime i come back frm school
u will ask if tere's any good news.
wad bout th bad ones?
haf u ever tot of it?
haf u ever tried to care bout me?
now blocks comes along,
whenever i come back frm sch aft an exam,
u will ask me how WELL i did it.
when i said i didnt do tt well,
when i said i made a careless mistake,
u will always say i want working hard enuff.
if i werent,
will i be taking so much notes in sch?
staying back for remedials if i can?
asking teachers clearly wad i shud do?
why do u always COMMAND me to do well,
cud u give me some encouragement?
th first math quiz i flunked it,
u juz said i disappointed u.
th second,
third
n fourth,
i scored well,
but u juz said i shud be having these marks.
where is my encouragements?
i didnt dare to let u see my flunked science quiz.
i was afraid u are disappointed.
u will be sad.
but did u ever tot bout me?
u claims u are doin for my own good,
i noe.
i understand.
but at least some private space for me.
cud u?
please?
i tried my best to make u happy everyday.
i told u bout th bsp scholarship.
another round of telling me i shudnt waste time,
shud not make u worry.
u are giving me stress without knowing urself.
how th heck can i cope?
i dont noe how to end tis post.
but at least tis post made me calmed down.
<3
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