Oh fine.
I shall admit i'm starting to like korean songs -.-

Ughh..

BSP CAMP OMGOMGOMG WANLIN ARE YOU VERY EXCITED TOO!
xD
WE ARE IN THE SAME GROUP WHOOHOO~

I Shall Go And Tidy Up My Room
._.

<3

第一次看韩国偶像剧。
第一次不愿意男女主角走在一起。
第一次为了男配角而流泪。
第一次讨厌男主角。
第一次埋怨女主角为什么不选择男配角。
第一次看到了男配角的心酸。
第一次埋怨女主角看不见男配角对她付出的爱。

如果是我，我宁愿选男配角。
他，比男主角好多了。

<3

YES YES YES LAST DAY WHOOHOO!
Stayed till 5 with jiarui today :D

Teehee

FRIDAY HERE I COME!!!!

TUEDAY HERE I COME!!!!

So much things awaiting me during the hols!
This hols shall be a busy and enriching one!!
:D

<3

Today is a fun day again! hahas
(:
Watched Iron Man and Superman
Iron Man is so... ughh violent.
So i wasnt interested and fell asleep
==
well, im sorry..
Superman was alright haha.
But it was super impractical.

Table tennis.
Hmmm.
Had assessment.
Haissh.
Epic failure.
):
I cant control myself when i hit the ball..
Roar.

Chiong to Maths room afterwards for the GCP briefing :D
Mr James Tan was super funny when he speak chinese!
He read 出生 as 畜生
Lols.
He's such a 幽默 person lols (:
And Mr Paul Tan might go Shanghai with us!!
should i be happy or sad uhh??
:D

Afterwards was BSP camp briefing..
And me, wanlin and wingyan are in the same group YAYNESS!
KIWIPPLE WE MUST "XIANG YI WEI MING" OK!
xDD

Looking forward~

Gosh tmr's wednesday ald!!
ZOMG i'm so looking forward to FRIDAY AHH!

And today was epic luhhs.
quote from chunzi is "我华丽丽的悲剧了"
I postponed my dental appointment AGAIN ):
to next mon awwwwwws.
i wanna change my braces asap!!

Mummy cooked nice food today!
Teeheee.
(:

I didnt do much today i think
0.0
Heh.

June hols will be busy (:
BSP camp, MP attachment, Pri BSP camp.
Whoaaaa.
Must find time to study too!
Must do really well for the next blocks!!
:D

<3

KANG LAOSHI IS VERY EVIL.
TMR HAND IN CHINESE FILE AND HE ONLY GLADLY ASK CHUNZI TO TELL US TODAY.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
AND I ONLY RECIEVED DEAR CHUNZI CHINESE REP'S MSG AT 6....
UGHHHHHHH.

AND I THINK KANG LAOSHI DIDNT GIVE US BACK LI JIE 1 COS NEITHER ME NOR WANLIN NOR PINGGHEE COULD FIND IT!
AND I'M TURNING MY HOUSE UPSIDE DOWN TO FIND THE STUFFS I NEED UGHH.
AND I HAVENT BUY CHINESE FILE YETTTTTTTTTTT.
><

ok done.
Sabbaticals are funnnn (:
SUPERHEROS AND TABLETENNIS~
JIAXING YUTIAN JUNHUI CHUNYU TEEHEE AND KAHHUI!
AND I OFFICIALLY DECLARE MY LOVE FOR CONAN AHH!
:D

<3

The damn weather is freaking hot.
D<
!!!

Went for open house ytd and i said the same thing from 8-2.30
Whoo!
It was funnnnnnnn~
With xuedi zouyan and some other sec1s and sec3s (:

And i didnt go for luozhixiang's concert ytd!
):
Was quite sad but..
Nvm la.
(:
Had fun in tuition with jiarui, chang and lifang!
:D
All the others didnt come and we were looking at weizhang's "excellent" compo and laughing like siao xD

Went home and i watch teevee bathed and sleep!

I know i sound boring but it's actually a fun day HAHA
:D

AND CHIAYEESHIN IS BACK FROM SHANGHAI! :D
WELCOMEEEEEEEEEE BACKKKKKKKKK PEOPLE FROM SHANGHAIIIIII~!!!
Whee~

<3

YES I FINALLY WENT THROUGH THE WHOLE SEMESTRAL IT'S TIME TO RELAX WHOOHOO SABBATICALS HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!
<3

Went to Jurong Island today!
It was so so so so so so FUN!!!!
:D
Had fun there in the chemgallery with seryeen junhui and pearlyn!
Occasionally with joyce and shengchun etc 311 peeps!
I went crazy on the way back to school!!!!!
It all Started With A Poke From Ser Yeen To Me!
><
And we started poking each other hahas!
She took out my nametag sticker that i stick on my jacket and i start screaming that i have a LOSS OF IDENTITY.
And the craziness journey of me seryeen pearlyn junhui joyce and shengchun started there!!
I cant explain in details but it's just super crazy.
Looks like only the people involved can understand (:
AH IT WAS SO FUN!
And then when i was so crazy, i wanted to ask whether we are out of jurong island ald or not.
But thennnnnnn.
I was so crazy that i said "are we out of singapore?"
and dear seryeen burst out laughing like siao and then pearlyn and then junhui and the joyce and shengchun
.________.
Well, I'M SORRY~~~~~~
><
And seryeen's hair looked super nice when we were back in school thanks to LIM XIAO JING THE GREAT AND CRAZY PERSON WHOO!
xD

Reached home at 6.30 and i was so damn hungry.
ANDAND!
then, i called Macs! HAHA
:D

Well that's all the interesting part (:
Whoo~~~
SABBATICALS HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE!

<3

HEYYYY PEOPLEEEE!!!!!!
GO AND VOTE FOR NANYANG'S VIDEO IN THE BELOW URL OK!
http://contest.omy.sg/ncnp2010/index.html
THE VIDEO IS IN THE SENIOR CATEGORY SO DO GO AND SUPPORTTTTTT!
:D
CAN LET YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS TO VOTE TOO!
(:

THANKYOUVERYMUCH!!

<3

话说，我貌似已经是我们班最"man"的一个人了-.-
多亏了Fiona给我做的测验。
可是。。。这这，也太不可思议了。
哦买嘎~！！！
而且更让我纠结的是，貌似咱班老纯和亲爱滴邹岩也没我"man" ._.
冻死我了。
这是万人所意想不到的。
那天我还和亲爱滴 wanlin kiwipple 在比较谁比较man。
额的神啊~
今天下课后就为了我man 不man 的问题小小鸡冻了一会儿。
Orz..
其实不是小小，是真的很鸡冻。
差点快哭出来了。
我。。。
我。。。
无语了。
彻底被这个测验结果雷到了。
据Fiona所说，我貌似在OBS的时候就表现出很Man的那一面了。
！！！
可是，内个应该是坚强吧？
吼吼吼~
好吧。我现在坦然滴接受我是一个很Man的女生。
看了我这个post的大哥大姐，弟弟妹妹，大叔大婶，爷爷奶奶，给我留个言吧。
就写一写我到底Man 不Man 的这个事儿~
毕竟Fiona是第一个（而且貌似是惟一一个）说我很Man的人，虽然质疑，可是怎么都觉得我的第六感告诉我可能就是这样呢。
今儿放学以诚就不停地安慰我。。。
我对自己的feminine失去信心了~~
我不如学学花样少年少女里的Ella一样，男扮女装去对面HC算了~
哦~我滴苍天~

<3

越来越觉得自己很没用。在妈妈面前，我总觉得自己那么的没用。很累了。我知道妈妈对我特别的失望，我也不想。我错了。妈妈，我真的真的错了。对我来说，妈妈是我唯一的依靠，跟我比较close他和朋友应该知道为什么。就因为这样，我更不希望妈妈伤心难过，可是偏偏我又常惹她心急，让她失望。我不喜欢这样的自己。那不是我。不是真正的林晓菁。今年，已经不知道多少次，在妈妈的骂声中，我默默的流泪。有时，我自己也因为作业使我无法喘息。说真的，我很累。可是我知道，妈妈对我的期望很高。就算我再怎么不好，她依然爱我。嘴里说着再也不会对我有期望，可是考试过后的几个星期，她却又总在逛街的时候突然说出对我期望很高的话。这是压力。可是我只能一笑置之。这次的考试，砸了。我不愿意跟她说。不是因为怕她骂我，而是害怕她失望。我把化学物理的成绩隐瞒了一个星期。今天说出口后，妈妈给我发短信，很简单的三个字：我无语。我的心沉了，泪水已经在眼眶里打转，虽然一个人在家，可是泪水，我忍住了。我知道，妈妈真的对我失望了。我在这里跌倒，我不能就坐在地下痛苦。我必须做我妈妈勇敢坚强的女儿。外婆从我懂事的时候就说，妈妈就剩我了。真的，妈妈就剩我了。我这次让她失望，可是下次不会了。妈妈为我每天拼命的工作，很辛苦。我不能让她伤心了。我必须也肯定要坚强，为了妈妈，为了自己。为了所有对我有期望的人。“转角遇到爱”里有一句话，虽然过了很久，可是这是我记忆最深刻的一句，至今仍然记得---就算跌倒，也要豪迈地笑！是啊，我不能哭，哭就代表我输了，就代表我无法实现妈妈的期望。绝对不行！我要微笑。一直笑着走下去。就算哭，也只能躲在被窝里，一个人默默地流泪，一个人承担。

虽然如此，对妈妈还是不满的，她喜欢那同学的成绩和我比。总是有人会比我高（因为我绝对不是最聪明的），可是无形中却给我了多少压力。不能充耳不闻，因为这些比较天天都在我耳边嗡嗡作响。只能不断加油。

妈妈，我爱你。
<3

I still can't understand why people have to complain when they get such a high marks just because they didn't get a full mark.
Come on, there's people failing and you're here grumbling just cos you are 1,2,3,4,5 marks away from a full mark.
It's horrible.
And inconsiderate.
I know it might be unintentional.
But i just...
Well, I'm sorry (or maybe i'm not), I just totally can't stand it.

______________________________________________________________

Today was an okay-ish day.
Woke up had breakfast, did some work for mummy, packed and went for lunch with you-should-know-who-if-you-read-my-blog. Well, a Saturday lunch is always fun with them!
Too bad next week will be the last time till june hols is over.
Awwwwwww.
Rushed to cca afterwards and well, we elected next year's BELs (:
Teehee.
Training/watching vid afterwards and the world is going sadist.
We actually laughed when our batchmate was talking about Jack the Ripper
O.O
So scary.
We were all fighting to know how ...
Ewww i shall not talk about it..
._.

Went to see chunzi and zouyan play tennis after cca and waited for wanlin.
Dear wanlin woke up at 4.20 when we are supposed to meet at that time.
-.-
KIWIPPLE, I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX.
xD

Changed and went HC bus stop.
Took bus with wanlin to KAP and had Macs.
I felt so bad cos she just had macs ytd
):
And wanlin's math class is PRO.
Highest for math: 60+3.
Lowest: 56
^&$%&^%@
xD

Ate and crapped alot.
Lol we were talking from fashion to how we are alike to how we like Bubbles and not Blossom and Buttercup from Powerpuff girls when we were young to how we cant differenciate the diff characters in Pokemon to we only know Pikachiu and Jiggly puff from Pokemon cos 1 is the most famous and 1 is PINK to we both like pink to whether i'm man or not to dreams to body figures (because of Ahem) to how a person should dress to next year's Graces to Samantha to XX (aka CHACHA) to.. XX me yihao wanlin's common friend LOL.

(kiwipple, promise me when you see this, DONT be shock. DONT hyperventilate. DONT say wth xD)
And we realised the bunch of people sitting beside us seperated by a wooden plank was a bunch of HC guys -.-
And what we talk about was really super AWKWARD (believe me, Awkward is a nice word (: )

wanlin scared me.
She said the GZ concert was at 7.30 when it's a 7.
Thank goodness i checked the time.
-.-

Went Cold Storage afterwards and bought flowers~
:D
actually wanted to buy pink colour but then.. HAHA.
then we took bus back NY.
HAHA we missed the bus stop so we walked back xD
Was talking about well, XX and ZZ(haha kiwipple you know who right!)
We first talking about FIRST IMPRESSIONS of our classmates then dunno what happen, we started comparing who's more _________ (haha it's a secret!) cos we talked about our first impression of them xD

Reached NY in 5min (:
And my dear kiwipple went toilet twice in less than an hour and almost fell when she walk up the stairs xD
Went into the audi and omg i love GZ's montage!! <3
And wanlin was telling me how from GZ DSA she became chinese calligraphy DSA and got into NY haha super exciting!
Omg kiwipple you pro person in chinese calligraphy!! :D

Show started and OMG HYPERVENTILATES IT'S SO DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEE.
Super didnt regret :D
Superb (:
After the show wanlin asked me whether ppl will ENCORE.
then i say no luhs.
Then behind us shouted ENCORE!!
._.
well, I'm SORRY.
xDD
They encored!
and played Endless Love.
omg super niceee they should put it in the show and not as encore song luhhs!!
KIWIPPLE SHOULD WE TAKE UP GZ AGAIN OMG WE SHOULD RIGHT!!
><

After the performance went up to give flowers, chatchat and walked to bus stop (:
Hehe wanlin's bus came first!
Then i almost missed mine cos i couldnt see the number
._.
Went home and that's it (:

<3

200th POST! :D

and I'm dedicating it to today whoaaaa.
HCNYATFM is boringggg to the maxxxxxxxx.
._.
went up to sit with some people and i was reading 泡沫之夏 from yicheng's itouch.
I stole her only entertainment away ._.
Hahahahas.
我错了~
Anw it's super boring.
and no offence but the HC guy who lead the pledge was ... HAHA
actually i was super serious.
Then his tone is like --------------
1 straight line. no emotions.
I burst out laughing after finishing the pledge.
>_<
watch NY HCI HCJC and HC international students pass the YOG torch..
I thought it would be fun but.. sian it was just running slowly around the HC track
-.-
I expected too much.
Then the HC guy went up to light up this plate-like thingy on a super small little stage.
The only exciting thing was there's strikes of paper.. POP after the torch is lighted on the plate-like thingy.
O.O

finished at around 11 and i went J8 with mummy for lunch.
shopped for awhile and collected my phone which went to repair.
But apparently it still cant be on
O.O
wthhhhhh.

Went back and slept from 2-5..
Super shiok.
Ehehehe.
Ater dinner and here i am blogging before i start work (:
Lalalala~

<3

OMG i really have GOLDFISH MEMORY.
EITHER THAT OR MY BRAIN'S DETERIORATING OR THAT I'M SUFFERING FROM STM (SHORT TERM MEMORY)

I ACTUALLY BLOGGED YTD AND I FORGOT!
AND I FORGOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED YTD UNTIL I READ MY BLOG.
AND I REALISED IM GONNA FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TODAY SOON TOO!

MAYBE I'M SUFFERING FROM PARKINGSONS OMG!
THIS WORLD IS..
SEE HOW STRESS CAN CAUSE THE MEMORY LOSS OF A SECONDARY 3 GIRL.
BAD.

xD

Didnt blog ytd.
Which i felt kinda bad.
And apparently i forgot everything that happened ytd except that i fell asleep during assembly once again and i ate icecream after sch.
Sighs.
And the getting back of physics block test.
I &!%#&(@O*-ingly didnt do well once again ):
But...wells, i only have myelf to blame.
Didnt really study hard this time so, i deserve it?


Yihao and wanlin kiwipple didnt come sch today ):
And our classroom became super quiet. .______.
No more singing, no more noisyness ):
So scary.
And Mrs Amy was MC today too.
So IH was a free period, which i used it to slack, finish up Fn.1 corrections and SLEEP.
The class was practically only me, seryeen, grace and chunzi.
Other all went off, mostly to the library O.O

Got back Chinese and Maths paper back today.
Chinese is disappointing.
I would have gotten ____(marks too lousy to be revealed) if it was not for my cuo bie zi..
Yeaa so, my chinese isn't THAT good in any way.
Maths was well, the only paper i'm satisfied?
but still, i wont reveal the marks.
cos i know this paper is not that hard.
(:
_______ was just *!$&^^!*(!*
She got way much higher and almost a full mark.
But thennnnn. She sat there with a very 委屈, aka act sad and-gonna-cry look, and after she sigh and kept on saying something like Harrrrrr... it's not full mark. how can i not get full mark. i want to get full mark leh"
For goodness sake, I KNOW YOU HAVE A VERY HIGH MARK YOU NO NEED TO COMPLAIN SO DAMN LOUDLY THAT YOU WERE THAT CLOSE TO A FULL MARK.
Wtf.
There are much more people who get lower so can you just shut up and be pleased.
Anw it's YOUR fault that you didnt get full mark for i-dunno-why reason.
Ok fine, i mean, it's alright if you wanna "harr", can you just do it once or for a short while and not like for 5 WHOLE MIN.
I KNOW YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED THAT YOU DIDNT GET FULL MARK BUT THERE ARE ALOT MORE PEOPLE FREAKINGLY DISAPPOINTED THEY DIDNT GET A HIGH MARK.
Yea i know your expectations are high etc but that's not the way.
It's just pure irritating.
She alright if she doesnt talk about studies.
But i just get irritated when she complains that she didnt do well when she gets a SO DAMN HIGH MARK.

Or maybe i should say, i get irritated by people who are like this.
They are just not thinking how those people (like me) who get such a freaking damn low mark and just keep quiet, they just dont think about how those people feels.
But just keep on complaining loudly on how "BAD" they did.
I might be offending some of my friends, but this is a fact.
They should consider how those people who get really low marks feel and be fortunate they got a A1.

Yea i'm proud to say i got a high mark for Maths. I was expecting a full mark too. But i just dont complain when i didnt get it cos i know i must be me at fault not getting a full mark. so i would just smile, joke, laugh and start checking on where i go wrong.
It's alright if you just complain awhile, like, how can i be so careless, i could have done better.
But not for THAT LONG TIME AND IN THAT TONE.


Ok i'm done.
Oh and i ate icecream today too! (:
[my mood do changes fast O.O]

Looking forward for tmr.
not because of the HCNYATFM (which means, HwaChong NanYang Annual Track-and-Field Meet) [omg cant they just call it CSM, the Combined Sports Meet? it's so much more simple. -.-]
But because im going J8 with mummy for lunch and gonna collect my phone that went for repair! (:

That's all.

Bye!!
TEEHEE.

<3

Today was super tired.
Kept on sleeping in class ):
altho well, i actually know what the teachers are talking about teehee.

During IH was the SIA proposal discussion but apparently, we were gossiping.
><
Had lunch with wanlin pingghee and junhui!!

OH AND I LOVE MS SOH BECAUSE SHE POSTPONED OUT LA POEM PRESENTATION!
MS SOH ILY!!!
Now i really duwan Mr Tan to come back ald..
><
Hahas.

Today's assembly was Zzzz.
I fell asleep.
was super tired.
And Dai laoshi tapped me ==
but then fell asleep again.
Many ppl sitting near her also fell asleep but she didnt wake them up ald.
Bet she knows that we are really tired.
So yea, i fell asleep again.
18 ppl, only 5 didnt sleep throughout the whole assembly.

And today, Mrs Wong was super emotional after assembly.
Talked to us for almost an hour.
):
.____.
I feel super bad.

After assembly i finished CME and went home.
And i almost overslept today again!
The bus was about to move when i woke up.
Phew..

That's all?
shall go and bath and continue with homework~

<3

Got back Chem blocks.
Arghhh.

Had SPA today and well, i think i didnt do quite well?
But it wasnt that bad either.
(:

Today was a super busy dayy.
I didnt even have time to have recess.
So practically, i didnt eat anything from the prev night 9pm till this afternoon 5.
And i didnt really feel VERY hungry.
TEEHEE.
maybe i should learn from chunzi and not eat recess but do work during that period!
:D

Had grammar lesson with Ms Soh today.
She's super niceeeeeee (:
No offence but, Mr Tan, can i kick you away and let Ms Soh be our LA teacher permanently?
:O
teehee was having lesson in the heritage room and we were all sitting on the floor while listening to Ms Soh, who's also sitting on the floor.
omg have you ever seen a teacher like her?
Like, a teacher so close, as if a friend.
(ok altho many teachers claimed that they are your friends but i dont think so)
and she gave us sweets!
the 8 of us [me, wanlin, yihao, grace, junhui, yeewin, and 2 other 311 girls] finished the whole plastic bag of sweets xD
cos well, we are all very hungry!
xD
But we had fun in the lesson! :D
And we started a 'talk' after the lesson end and we were talking about STALKING!
super funny.
and Ms Soh is super pro.
She was granted 2-3 scholarships, and 1 was to go to NewYork University..
But then, she accepted the SMU law scholarship and there isnt any bond!
goshh.

After that went library to meet up with LA poem group to discuss presentation things.
Apparently they sort things out and well, they went off after chunzi 'briefed' me on what i should do..
o.o
Continued staying there to finish chem ws before leaving (:
The library was super cold cos it was raining outside!

Went back to pack my stuffs and went canteen to brought something to eat.
And i only spent 50cents today! :D
Waited for 852 and just when i was about to board the bus, i heard jiarui called me from behind!
Such a coincidence!
YAYNESS!
:D
She said she saw my grey jacket then she know is me wow.
Then i added, must be because of my grey jacket, short hair and pink bag!
Hehe unique identity~~
Talked through the journey altho both of us were super tired.
Yawns.

Went back home, ate something and went to nap.
Gosh i napped from 6.45-8
><
quickly woke up, ate a little bit more and start doing hw till now that i'm done!

I realised it's less than 2 weeks to holidays :D
And that after going through these few days, most prob this week, i'll be more relaxed (:
Hopefully i won't sleep that late anymore.
From term1, i slept around 12-1 till now i slept around 1-2..
I seriously dont know if this is counted as an 'accomplishment' -.-
The latest i stayed up till was 3 anyways..

Ok that's all for today.
I suddenly realised that no matter how busy i am everyday, i will still blog.
that's a good thing (:
altho maybe not much ppl come to my blog but still.. :D

<3

Today was a busy day!!
Woke up at 8 today and chiong-ed finish IH
Pheww.
Then rushed out for lunch with yihao and then cca.
Lunch was.. i didnt eat much altho i didnt eat breakfast.
.____.

Was very sleepy during cca.
Almost dozed off.
Zzzz.
started raining at 3.30 and me and chunzi and zouyan was like omg cant play tennis!
After cca, crapped with some seniors and chunzi zouyan in the function room in boarding sch till 5.
Teehee we were GOSSIPING!
whoohoo~
Hehehehe.

Set off to the school's tennis court to play tennis in the rain~
And the security guard came to stop us ._____.
but thennnnn, we continued xD
and the rain stop luhhs.
We play from raining with the floor wet till the floor became dry.
And hahas chunzi's tennis play till got a hole!

played till 6.30
supposingly we are going bukit timah plaza to eat pizza hut
but thennnnnn.
we were too tired.
tried to call Macs, KFC, pizza hut but to no avail.
macs don't send delivery cos just rained -.- Safety first rofl.
KFC, a quote from zouyan and chunzi is "他们的电话被打爆了"
Yea so you know..
and finally i could reach pizza hut and then..
cos too much ppl in the area (nanyang) order so have to call half an hour later or we go pickup point.
Haissh.
since we don't know where's the pick up point so...
Ughh super pathetic!
and hence we decided to have dinner in 7-11
ZAI RIGHT!!
:D HAHA

finally walked back to nanyang audi hehe
i was super shock when yihao pingghee fiona wanlin they all shouted my name damn super loudly from the 2nd level TEEHEE!
went to he 2nd level cos 1st level is full..
haissh.

and zomg i saw haoqing and cheryl!
they dance super well uhhh!!!!!!!
><
:D

hehe after the performance saw haoqing and gave her a lollipop!
Zouyan didnt give haoqing flower as she promised..
oh and fiona and i was discussing IH conclusion after performance lol.

walked with fiona wanlin to busstop!
and hehe wanlin said they were sper disappointing cos zouyan chunzi and i didnt go pizza hut!
cos they were 'ANTICIPATING US' xDD
LOLS!

i was eating my lollipop on my way and i told wanlin that zouyan chunzi didnt take the lollipop i offered them
hehe then she said she they dont eat childish stuffs.
LIM WAN LIN KIWIPPLE WANLINE EATING LOLLIPOP GOT 2 WAYS: 1 IS CHILDISH WAY 1 IS SEXY WAY OK!!!!!!
next time i shall show you the sexy way!
xDD
Must video it arh xD HAHA
I'M SURE YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
^^
Ok that's all!

Smsed during bus and i got onto the bus first but then wanlin reach home first zomg.
super fast lor!
lols.

ok that's ALLLLLLLL~
LALALALALALA!

<3

And yes my blocks are OVERRRRR.
Physics was harddd.
Thanks Mr Mark Shone..
._.
i finished section C in less than 10min!
the ZAI me.
Gahh difficulttttttt.

Tmr will be a busy day.
Gosh.
Cca then tennis with chunzi zouyan then pizzahut with bunch of ppl then I.D. I Dance Our Identity Modern Dance concert WHOO!
:D
next sat is Guzheng concert.
and nextnext week is Show Luo concert!
YESYESYES.
Term 2 ending soon.
But still loads of hw to dooooooooooooo.
fully booked the whole weekend shoots.

Today had 5stations.
i almost died :X
my freaking standing board jump..
I could get B.. But thennnnn.
dunno what happen to my jumping skills -.-
and omg chunzi jumped 198!
pro person.
hehe my sit and reach improve but still.
Ughh.
wanted to die ald.
then still have tennis.
my legs are breakingggggggggggg.

Ok thats all i shall go and do IH now!!!!! ><

<3

I'm giving up.
Not forever.
It's for this year.
There are still chance. I'm sure.
But this time, I'm gonna miss it.
I don't regret
(:

This year's mother's day i'm not gonna buy things for mummy.
But...I'm treating her to dinner! :D
Yay!

less then 9hours to Physics blocks!
Jiayou!!
-digs into piles of ws.-

<3

People are telling me i wont flunk.
they say i will do well.
they motivates me.

But, the fact is, no.
I did flunk.

It was disappointing but.

I fought back my tears during IH.
and smiled.
smiled widely.
even tho my heart is crying.

<3

LA Flunk.
Chem Flunk.

And i'm prepared to flunk Maths too.

Everyone, wish me bad luck.

And i thought i was talking to yeeshin in msn and end up i was sammy all the while -.-

Fooled.

The world should consider making one day in a week as april fools whoohoo.

arghh shall eat dinner then muggggggg!


一起来看流星雨~

<3

I just watched Enchanted on channel 5 omg can you believe it i watch channel 5!
haha.

but anw, 3 years ago when i watched that i was crying at the last part, but now, no feeling..
Looks like time do change people..
(:
3 years, it changed me.
To become a more mature girl.
That's good.
I'm quite satisfied.
Altho i still cry when i watch movie..
but still..
^^

I told mummy about kanglaoshi's suggestion.
She said if i can cope it i can go.
But can i really do it?
Like, i keep on procrastinating..wasting time..
I know, if i participate, there will be no free time for me.
I would be busy and busy and even more busy.
But, thinking of my next year's testimonial..
that's not the main point.
the main point is that, since my xuejie can do it, why can't i?
She suceeded?
So why can't I?
And kanglaoshi told me this chance is rare.
why?
cos it's only for Singapore citizens that are born in Singapore.
funny isn't it?
this makes the competition more fair.
Makes me have a greater chance.
So why should i be afraid?

After typing all these, i've made a decision.
To participate.
I dont wanna my sec sch life be a boring one.
I missed the chance of being in the emcee team, and another chance for a speech competition.
So the more i should not miss THIS chance.
even tho i might fail.
even tho i might lose.
I want to try.
I thought i'm strong.
And could face anything.
And then i think i'm wrong.
So this is a chance to prove myself wrong.
This IS the chance.
So, no matter how hard, how difficult, how tough the competition and my life will be, I will go.
I dont know if i will even get chosen, or get into the next round.
I dont even know what is it about.
I only know, it's a chance to prove myself.
It's a chance that i can choose to let go or grip on.
I choose to grip on.
I always believe, my destiny is controlled in my own hands.
YES!

i believe.
I can do it.
(:

I want to thank kanglaoshi, for asking me to this competition.
康老师，谢谢你！

Off to do my work~

<3

I. Need. To. Concentrate. On. Maths. And. Chem.

Heee i found a way to keep me moving~~ WHOO~~!!!!! :D
it's 1.30 and i've not have my lunch yet.
if i dont finish my QINE in revision booklet i will not eat!!
YES!

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