Wednesday, November 25, 2009
whew.
interview over.
._.
sort of screwed la.
the interviewer very weird.
i wasnt tense.
but then she kept on telling me dont be tense cos i look like i am.
then she kept on saying and saying.
then i become tense
grr.
._.
D:
but overall was quite okayys.
didnt really talk about economics and complicated stuffs.
instead they asked me questions i didnt prepare.
._.
so..
yea.
they say they realise my mummy is spore PR blablabla..
then they asked me how i can benefit.
then i say i learn more about the culture when i go shanghai.
then she kept on mistaking me as if i go shanghai like i want to play!!!
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then she kept on telling me they let me go shanghai not to have vacation
._.
haissh.
oh but i got tell them what they want la.
teehee.
(:
and this shall be a SECRET.
(:
lalala~
then said about xi'an~
then the terracotta warriors..
blablabla.
then ask me what i read about china last week.
said the Obama going China..
then when i come out sort of regret.
cos i wanted to say about the zhang yuan yuan thing
D:
haissh.
suddenly forget.
then the chinese interviewer ask me if i read chinese literature.
then i shitshitshit!
LOL.
cos didnt really read la.
lol.
i'm more to romance stories lor..
haissh.
then he ask what can the literature show about the modern china.
then i HUH?!
LOL
shock la.
then i said about the china children in the city and villages blabla.
then he ask me if i got read blogs
then i say yes.
then he ask what can i see from the content of the blogs like the attitude of china ppl to china.
then i thought mytians, i read my classmates' blogs leh.
O.O
LOL.
but i got reply la.
since i got experience from my china classmates.
(:
i really dont regret studying in china for one and half year sia~
:D
xD
hehe.
then should be all.
when they nod head then i was like huh?
then they say ok that's all i was like...
...
...
lol.
VERY nervous.
whee but saw xinyi darling today~~
lols.
we damn nervous.
then xinyi's interview got talk about me.
then when she told me i was like HUH?!?!?!!?!
so shock lol.
cos she said about 台海关系..
then the interviewers asked her if she got discuss with her frens..
then she said ya and somehow said smthing about me
._.
wahh.
LOL.
teehee tmr's movie date with jiarui is on~
lols.
somehow.
and tmr my visa to china will be done and mummy's gonna collect for me~
:D
happy happy.
hope i can go and collect with mummy bah..
if i have time after movie-ing with jiarui.
(:
i slacked alot today.
sinned.
._.
heehee.
but i shall not care.
(:
whoo~
ok that should be all.
i know it's boring.
the life of Lim Xiao Jing is BORING.
i know this fact very clear.
<3
Labels: Quote from xinyi "interview is history". Movie date is future~
saw the colours @ 5:34 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
nervous nervous.
2 more hour to my interview..
i realised 邓小平 is damn pro.
kana 下台 3times still can be so strong and doesnt give up..
plus he made China rich, rich, and richer.
even though he is not really powerful.
but i think he is a man with his own thinking.
cos 毛泽东 came out with so much policy, activities etc,
he didnt just blindly follow, but gave his own suggestions and even oppose to one or two of it.
really brave of him.
(:
President Barack Obama.
hmmm.
what makes me look up to him is his perseverance and how he changed his own way of living.
since when he was younger, he was sort of 误入歧途, but at least he changed and went harvard (i think) to study law...
知错能改 (:
plus, form the newspapers i read these few days, he is quite different from how Bush negotiate with China.
When he was talking to 胡锦涛, he showed respect to him and didnt 摆架子 like America is stronger than China or whatsoever.
And according to the newspaper, his thinking is that China and America are 2 equal countries and not who is stronger than who.
sigh i think i'm talking crap.
all these are all the so-not-important fact about them...
D:
but nvm. i shall just crap about it.
now who cares whether i can get the scholarship or not.
anw i'm still learning BSP.
._.
and the movie date with jiarui has just been cancelled
D:
looks like i gotta watch movies on my own.
._.
or maybe i watch with her on friday.
sighsighsigh.
and this morning just had a fight with mum
D:
but now ok le..
she just keep on complaining how messy my room is.
which, is quite true.
BUT.
i'll clear it up okayys!
is just that i need some messiness.
for no reason.
i just need to cleaar up a pile of papers and that's it.
and i almost couldnt find my birth cert this morning
D:
is that a bad sign that i will screw my interview?
OH NO.
):
saddening
but nvm.
shall not care.
continue mugging!
1 and half more hour to go.
<3
Labels: concentrate.
saw the colours @ 6:31 PM
now i'm feeling very very insecure..
i sort of feel that it's quite useless going to the interview cos i dont even think i can get it.
D:
inconfidence.
fail.
D:
really, all those about APEC, Obama going China, China economics..
i cant even understand a thing.
it's just so complicated.
so many percentage, 2010, 2020, 2015, free trade..
and the years and dates.
it's going crazy.
i wonder how all the businessmen and leaders work.
seems like they are really in love with those complicated stuffs.
why cant world just be simple?
._.
this interview is giving me a tremendous stress..
But.
i realised when i was browsing through all those papers,
i knew many things that i never heard or notice before..
it makes me feel so small, so oblivious to the bigbig world..
even my mum thought it was slow for me to just realised China is going to lend S'pore 2 pandas...
D:
epic fail.
but,
it's good that at least i know it now (:
oh and shanghai's gonna build a Disneyland~
whee~
:D
happyhappy!
Now.
i really hope i can get into scholarship.
i mean it's not only for me,
but for mummy too.
looks like i can only do my best for tomorrow..
just like aarontan said,
no point being sad if you've ald put in all your effort.
so yea..
(tho i think i didnt put in my best..)
now i just gotta think of one china person and one western person i look up to.
i think it shall be 康熙 and President Barack Obama?
ok i know the western one is damn cliche but...
i do look up to him okayys.
so yep
that's all.
gambatte to myself!
:D
movie date with jiarui on thur.
watching My Girlfriend is an Agent and the X'mas Carol (:
causeway point!
flying back to china (like finally) this sunday night (:
really happy.
looking forward to.
i hope when i go back will start snowing..
tho my mum's fren and my aunt and my granny said it's quite impossible since the last few days had bigbig snow
D:
haissh.
but anw, i'm still looking forward to going back~
at least the cold weather there might make me think better..
teehee.
^^
i like winter and autumn.
not because i'm cold/cool or whatever.
it's just that i like the wind in this 2 seasons..
(:
in autumn when all the leaves(except the coniferous trees la) turn bright orange or yellow, it's really pretty~
in winter when in snows, the white snow is really nice and i seems to be in fantasy~
oh and white=pure to me
(:
haissh.
so at least after the interview there's 2 things i can look forward to.
(:
hols hw is so not done.
jiarui, if you sees this, can you sms or email (if you sees this in dec) me?
teehee.
i really forgot..
perhaps i just didnt bother to remember.
looked through sec3 textbooks.
conclusion: tough year ahead.
jiayous!!
<3
Labels: interview. movie date. china. sec3.
saw the colours @ 6:24 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
lalala~
i'm back!
:D
haha currently i'm so damn addicted to 终极三国!
xD
the actors inside is not those very famous kind..
but the story and their characters are damn nice~
>< alot of funny and diao parts.
(:
ohh!
and i realised there's this guy in the show is damn shuai la!!
hahaa
he is one of the members in 东城卫~
脩!!!! <3
hehe.
his guitar skills is damn zai.
ohmytians la.
he look damn shuai when he plays the guitar~~~~~
^.^
ok nvm i shall not be 花痴 here...
._.
but,
he really is shuai de lor...
(:
oh and anw, in the show got this 星光2班 girl inside and she's damn nice/chio/cute
she's called
曾沛慈!
><
and the songs she sing damn nice!!!
like, 够爱, 泪了, 终极三国 blablabla~
the songs inside the 终极三国 la...
and the first 2 songs were composed by 东城卫!!!
<3
lyrics damn nice.. melody also...
ohmytians...
she sing until damn powerful
._.
hehe 黄靖伦 say he like that kind of girl whee~
haha his taste not bad xD
oh but something sad is that all the mag/newspaper put her name as 曾佩慈 instead of 曾沛慈 D:
ok.
i realised holiday is boring
T.T
damn sian at home.....
i want to go watch the 3D movies..
shall go on movie date with jiarui asap
(:
muahaha!
OH!
and hehe i got my subject combo and class in sec3
quite satisfied.
mmm
(:
309'10!
:D
whee~
2 cca mates same class as me
but xinyi darling not same class
T.T
LOL
cos her class just beside mine..
210!
teehee~
both of us still stuck at second level
BOOHOO ._.
haiishhh.
haha but nvm la just beside only (:
yearning to start school!
wanna make new frens~~~
:D
oh and 25 is my BSP scholarship interview
T.T
damn scared..
i'm so unprepared lor...
jiayous to everyone going to interview!
OH
and xinyi's interview is just after me xD
hahahahahaha!
ok i think that's all??
haiishhh
mummy say maybe 30th going back china,
considering there's airticket...
._.
i want to go back.
this year china snow damn early!!!! ><
i want to go and play snow LOL.
xD
wheee~~
ok that's all!
BYEBYE~~
<3
Labels: 309'10~ :D
saw the colours @ 10:52 PM
Friday, November 20, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON YAN! :D 炎亚纶~~ <3
hehe i know it's abit the too late but wells (: i still decided to post about this :D
hey AARONTAN! dont be jealous okayys xD
i will post about you for your bday next year xD
hehehehehehehehe :D
haii who ask you and aaron yan have the same english name xD
ok that's all!
<3
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON YAN~
saw the colours @ 6:04 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
Very tired.
From all the post-exam activities.
So my blog shall be dead till i charged enough energy to blog.
CIAO~
<3
saw the colours @ 5:53 AM