Tuesday, November 24, 2009
now i'm feeling very very insecure..
i sort of feel that it's quite useless going to the interview cos i dont even think i can get it.
D:
inconfidence.
fail.
D:
really, all those about APEC, Obama going China, China economics..
i cant even understand a thing.
it's just so complicated.
so many percentage, 2010, 2020, 2015, free trade..
and the years and dates.
it's going crazy.
i wonder how all the businessmen and leaders work.
seems like they are really in love with those complicated stuffs.
why cant world just be simple?
._.
this interview is giving me a tremendous stress..
But.
i realised when i was browsing through all those papers,
i knew many things that i never heard or notice before..
it makes me feel so small, so oblivious to the bigbig world..
even my mum thought it was slow for me to just realised China is going to lend S'pore 2 pandas...
D:
epic fail.
but,
it's good that at least i know it now (:
oh and shanghai's gonna build a Disneyland~
whee~
:D
happyhappy!
Now.
i really hope i can get into scholarship.
i mean it's not only for me,
but for mummy too.
looks like i can only do my best for tomorrow..
just like aarontan said,
no point being sad if you've ald put in all your effort.
so yea..
(tho i think i didnt put in my best..)
now i just gotta think of one china person and one western person i look up to.
i think it shall be 康熙 and President Barack Obama?
ok i know the western one is damn cliche but...
i do look up to him okayys.
so yep
that's all.
gambatte to myself!
:D
movie date with jiarui on thur.
watching My Girlfriend is an Agent and the X'mas Carol (:
causeway point!
flying back to china (like finally) this sunday night (:
really happy.
looking forward to.
i hope when i go back will start snowing..
tho my mum's fren and my aunt and my granny said it's quite impossible since the last few days had bigbig snow
D:
haissh.
but anw, i'm still looking forward to going back~
at least the cold weather there might make me think better..
teehee.
^^
i like winter and autumn.
not because i'm cold/cool or whatever.
it's just that i like the wind in this 2 seasons..
(:
in autumn when all the leaves(except the coniferous trees la) turn bright orange or yellow, it's really pretty~
in winter when in snows, the white snow is really nice and i seems to be in fantasy~
oh and white=pure to me
(:
haissh.
so at least after the interview there's 2 things i can look forward to.
(:
hols hw is so not done.
jiarui, if you sees this, can you sms or email (if you sees this in dec) me?
teehee.
i really forgot..
perhaps i just didnt bother to remember.
looked through sec3 textbooks.
conclusion: tough year ahead.
jiayous!!
<3
Labels: interview. movie date. china. sec3.
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