Sunday, May 2, 2010
I just watched Enchanted on channel 5 omg can you believe it i watch channel 5!
haha.
but anw, 3 years ago when i watched that i was crying at the last part, but now, no feeling..
Looks like time do change people..
(:
3 years, it changed me.
To become a more mature girl.
That's good.
I'm quite satisfied.
Altho i still cry when i watch movie..
but still..
^^
I told mummy about kanglaoshi's suggestion.
She said if i can cope it i can go.
But can i really do it?
Like, i keep on procrastinating..wasting time..
I know, if i participate, there will be no free time for me.
I would be busy and busy and even more busy.
But, thinking of my next year's testimonial..
that's not the main point.
the main point is that, since my xuejie can do it, why can't i?
She suceeded?
So why can't I?
And kanglaoshi told me this chance is rare.
why?
cos it's only for Singapore citizens that are born in Singapore.
funny isn't it?
this makes the competition more fair.
Makes me have a greater chance.
So why should i be afraid?
After typing all these, i've made a decision.
To participate.
I dont wanna my sec sch life be a boring one.
I missed the chance of being in the emcee team, and another chance for a speech competition.
So the more i should not miss THIS chance.
even tho i might fail.
even tho i might lose.
I want to try.
I thought i'm strong.
And could face anything.
And then i think i'm wrong.
So this is a chance to prove myself wrong.
This IS the chance.
So, no matter how hard, how difficult, how tough the competition and my life will be, I will go.
I dont know if i will even get chosen, or get into the next round.
I dont even know what is it about.
I only know, it's a chance to prove myself.
It's a chance that i can choose to let go or grip on.
I choose to grip on.
I always believe, my destiny is controlled in my own hands.
YES!
i believe.
I can do it.
(:
I want to thank kanglaoshi, for asking me to this competition.
康老师，谢谢你！
Off to do my work~
<3
saw the colours @ 6:39 AM
